Let them judge us.

chapter 23

"Let's talk about sex baby
Let's talk about you and me. " I sing a song in small voice, while making myself in canteen. Today's weather is cloudy and..

" It's Just like....cozy. " My mind replay her satisfied face, i feel a sharp pain in my chest.

"...... Cozy. " I smile bitterly.

"Lisaa!! " I cringe little when loud bunch of voice call me. I turn around, group of boys from rich campus waving at me. I wave back, a big smile spared on their face.

Sometimes being famous is annoying.

I turn around, I can see corner of my eye everyone is looking at me while smile. I roam my eyes on table, where we used to seat but seats are empty. Where's somi?

"Lisa! " I shift my eyes little far........rosé table!!
There she is. Why she need to seat there. Eric gesture me to join them. I mentally face palm myself. I start making my way front of them.

They all great me happily.

"Congrats Lisa you are popular now. " Jisoo said while giggling. I awkwardly thank her. "Sit here. " She point chair beside rosé.

I look around to sit somewhere else but all chair is full. If I ditch them then they will get upset.

"Thank you. " I walk around table to sit on chair, her strawberry scent hit my nose. "Wait I'll be right back. " I told them, standing up from my sit.

"What is it? " Chaeyoung ask curiously.

"Breakfast? " I point my finger at canteen counter.

"You don't need to buy anything lisa." Hanry state politely who's sitting beside kev. I tittle my head in confusion.

" Actually, kev and rosé engagement date is fixed. So, he's treating us today. You just tell us what do you want to eat. " He add while giving me smile.

My body frozen. They are what!!?? But they're minor. We can't married before 18, right?!?

I can feel my legs is shaking, I can't even stand properly. I sit on chair slowly.

A sharp pain continuously stabbing in my heart. My chest heavier in hurt. I knot start making in my stomach.

" Woww, I am happy for you guys. " My voice come out hard. I give them my best fake smile.

Kev roll his eye. I look at rosé who's already looking at me, her eyes hold something like she want to tell me something.

I laugh. Damm I pity myself for feeling like this.

"Congratulations." I try to smile genuinely, I look away from her.

"Lisa I am buying tacos for everyone I hope you would like to eat that too. " Kev said sweetly. I know he's faking it. All I do is nod at him with fake smile. He and his friend left.

My chest is becoming heavier, it's like I can't even breath but I am not gonna show that to anyone. I look up, everyone is silent, awkward silence feel in this table. They all look little bit off. Maybe because I joined them.

I feel rosé hand touch my hand under table. I feel lump on my throat.

She's again playing with my feelings.

I stand up and left, I hear somi and Eric calling me from behind but I just ignore them. I can't deal anyone right now.

I walk in rich campus. I feel sharp pain on my heart. Let's not think about her Lisa. I knock his door. He took second for response me to come in.