Let them judge us.

chapter 20

" You both are so cute. I knew something is there between you two but I can't called what is it. " Esta said while looking me and rosé lovingly. Mr. Yg told them how we met.

Mr. Yg is basically run this village and he need help for little change in his village like electricity because in night many people die cause they fall from mountain.

If I feel like suicide, I am gonna walk straight 25 feet exactly where I am standing and then in next moment you would see me hanging out with angels and devils.

After finish our lunch, laughing and talking.

Rosé and me freshen up, changing our cloths, we have to share room because for them we are married.

This room is very small like small only for two people and we have one medium size bed which is made by bananas bundles of leave and green long grass in top of that they cover that with bedsheets.

Actually this look cool and they really did hard work for us. Which make my heart flutter.

But it's very uncomfortable here.  This house which look like stone and top of that no electricity, how they are still alive, the only good thing is the  weather is very cold. But Internet, I can't even live without my phone and specially wifi.

Who are single only they can understand my feelings.

I tug my hoodie down. I look down at my dirty clothes. What to do with that cloth?

I look behind my shoulder, rosé back is facing me. My heart pick up, she's still on her bra changing her clothes. I gulp, still looking at her light hickey on her back.

My cheeks start burning in fire. My heart is beating crazily, even my head blood is rushing up and down. I look away, pick up my clothes from ground. I hear flipping sound of pages that mean she's done changing.

I take my feet front of my laptop beg, which I placed in corner and rosé bags on other conner.
Yes, we divide our small room. Half left side is hers and right side is mine.

And you know what interesting thing is, we don't have bathroom in room this room is just like small box.

Actually we have but it's little far from here. So, we didn't divide bathroom and about bathing they said people bath in warm pound. it's sound pretty old but awesome too. I really want to bath in warm pound.

I take out my pendrive, throwing at her bed side. She stop reading file, looking at me with unreadable look. I look away from her, walking out off door.

I roam my eyes around, fog filled this place. That's why people die easily here. I take my steps forward, I really can't see exactly what's front of me.

That's very quite amazing in weird way. I take more steps forward.

I startled when I feel warm palm on my forearm. I look back. I pull my hand away from her grip. My chest heavier.

Without saying anything I walk past her, toward stone house. I still didn't forget, it's repeating like broken tape recorder.

When esta ask her about kev being her special friend. It's bugging me like crazy, giving my heart sharp pain.

I take my laptop and half lay on bed, resting my back on grass which is cover by cotton sheets.

I start playing some games offline. I hear some sound of  door. I know she's back. I still ignore her, focusing on my laptop. I chest is heavier in per second. I squish my eyes little, trying to focusing on laptop.

She walk toward bed, I slowly inhale her strawberry scent, I feel bed dig beside me. I look corner of my eyes she lays on bed, her back is facing me.