Let them judge us.

chapter 19

' i rather choose him, rather than you. ' her sweet voice echo, but her words are bitter.

The pain is a numbing sensation that seem to come from the pit of the stomach and it make my chest more heavier in per second. I am feeling  a mixture of disgust and repulsion that is making a foul taste come in mouth.

"Lisa? " I hear whisper.

I feel a soft warm palm cup my cheeks, softly caresses my cheek with thumb. I sleepily open my eyes in deem light. Rosé face is inch away from me, her warm breath is hitting my cheek. My heart is beating loudly against my chest.

"Why are you crying? " Rosé ask terrifyingly, I pull my arm up to wrap around her neck, her breath hitch, pulling her face closer to mine. She place her hand on my shoulder blade to stop me.

"That's why. " I replied in shaking tone. She look deeply into my eyes, her eyes hold fear. She slowly pull her hand away from my shoulder. I pull my arm back. My heart ache, a lumps knot feel in my throat.

Rosé eye didn't left me. I look away, making myself comfortable in my seat, I turn side my head looking out window. I can't see anything. It's black.

" How long you both are friend? " I ask her still looking out, tear roll down my cheeks slowly.

"One year" She said in small voice. kev seems very close to rosé. The far i notice no one is close to rosé except him and kris.

Kris know rosé from many years but they don't look that close like kev and rosé. I am very sure kev like rosé.

"Oh.... That's why you choose him rather than me. " I state with putting a heavy stone on my heart.

" Yes" She hastily said in weak tone. I nod, still looking away from her.

“Flight attendants, prepare for take-off please.” a  announcement inform us, reminding passengers to keep their seat belts fastened.

After some minute we land in angelia. I stand up from seat, taking my luggage out. I walk out, leaving rosé behind me. I take out my phone to call mom.

"Miss manoban, miss park this way. " We both follow him, other man is carrying our luggage.

In 3 ring mom pick up call.

"Lisa? How was ride? Is your headache is gone? And your fever? Where are you-"

"Mom, calm down. I am feeling Better now, fever and headache is gone and I just reached angelia airport. We're headlining out from here and I don't know where we're going. "

"Thank god your feeling better-"

"Hi Lisa, without permission don't go anywhere. And take someone with you when you go out for tour. And that someone must be the one that you know. " Dad interrupt mom.

"Dad I am here for work, not for touring. " I remind him in case he forgot.

"Than return that envelope, we need to start saving money anyway. " I roll my eyes at him.

"Dad at least i need to use little money for my pride, don't be like that. "

"Yeah but just act like you are rich and pretend that thing is not worth enough for you- "

"Can you shut up if you want to saving that badly then go office from today in bus." Mom cut him off, I press my lips together. When my mom and dad fight that was the best thing in my life. They both look funny.....sometimes.

I look at bodyguard, who stop walking. We stop too and looking at him confusedly.

"Mummy daddy I will talk to you later okay? "