Let them judge us.

chapter 15

My heart is speeding up, my senses will focus on the danger, I’ll try to assess the situation.

"Dady-"

"Shut up!! " He take big steps furiously in front of me, rising his hand to slap me hard on my cheek.

My head snap on right side, I massage burning cheek.

" Now I know why you are not improving because you are fucking ditching classes. And Even today!!!!" He yell , started unblock his belt, when he done.

He started swinging his belt on my legs. Rising his hand high, so he can swag hard on my legs.

I cry in pain, covering my face help of my arm. I flinch everytime when Belt contact with my skin.

I don't know how long he is swinging his Belt on me. I hear heavy step coming in front of us.

"What are you doing!? She is our daughter!! " Mom rise her voice, pushing dad away from me.

"Daughter!!? Monster!! She's monster!! All she know is wasting my money!! " My dad yell on mom face. He push her side so he can spank me with belt, But mom block him.

My supermom.

"And doing this she's gonna understand!? She is teenage girl! We need to ask her calmly not like this!! " Mom back is facing me. Dad red angry face giving me shiver, I can feel cold air is rushing on my back neck.

"I am done with this!! And if your grade didn't improve in this semester then you are leaving this house! " He point at me, gripping his belt tightly, his breath is fast.

"What!? And where is she gonna live then? " Mom ask worriedly.

" Her grandma's house! " My dad really has anger issue.

"No! You already sent our two children away from me. Not this time again. " Mammy referring my brother and sister. He sent them in boarding school. So, they can't get my bad influence.

"Shut up!! I can do whatever I want!! " He walk away to his room and shut door pretty loudly.

"Lisa I made breakfast go eat in your room. I will talk to him. "

I just nod and take my food. I take my footsteps in my room.

I place my school bag on my study table and on night stand I place my plate. I throw myself on bed. My body is sore. I can feel the burning sensation on my body. I can feel pain but I am that much happy today, This pain can't over take on my happiness, today. All I want is rosé beside me.

Nothing more, nothing less.

I stand up and start taking off my uniform. I walk toward my closet, looking for pj's and oversized t-shirt.

After changing, I ate my food while watching YouTube. My mind is keep diverting by today incident.

I shake my head, still smiling like dork. I grab my empty plate. I pick in hall, everything is pin drop silence, maybe mom and dad is out. Taking my foot in kitchen, I place empty plate in sink.

I sigh, I miss her already. I want too study with her. But at the same time I am very insecure about myself. I am very dump. What if she think exactly like my dad? That I am burden and I am stupid thing in world? I title my head to watch clock, which is hanging on walk.

1 hour left to finish school. So, that means I have 1 hour. If I started study, at least 30 minute then I can impress rosé. I quickly walk toward in my room and open my algebra books. I started learn some formula.

After 2 min.

Today's weather is so amazing, I look out. Wow, today's wind is very sweet too.