Let them judge us.

chapter 21

When we cry, we are releasing emotions. Whether they are happy, sad, angry, etc. We cry to expel the pint up emotion.

I don't know how long we're hugging each other but rosé sob turn into stutter breathe or double breathe. My heart ache when I heard her auditable cry sound.

"H-h-he's not m m-my bo-boyfriend " She state in between her stutter breath. My heart race against my chest. I bent down to carry her in bridal style.
She burry her face on my neck. I start walk toward our small stone House.

I lock door behind me, making my way front of bed, softly placing her down. I walk around bed still looking at her.

"Should I turn off this light or let them-" I ask in low voice. I feel little roughness in my throat, I am not gonna yell again it hurt boy. Today, I yell like hell.

"Off " She cut me off in weak and low voice.

I blew every gas lamp when I turn off last light, room darken, goosebumps start creating on my body. I hate dark.

I don't know how I walked in forest probably cause I was angry and upset. I shiver, when I remember how dark that place was. I take my feet on bed, climbing up I lay on my back.

After some seconds I hear ruffle sound beside me, rosé slowly wrap her arm around my left arm. My heartbeat increase in happiness. I push my hand out of her grasp. I can't see her face but I know she's looking at me in darkness.

I scoot closer to her side, pushing my left arm under her head and other wrapping her waist, I pull her closer to me.

My heart beating a millions miles a second, her warm breath warming my side neck, she wrap her arms around me too.

Her hand slowly move from my arm, trancing up to place her hand on my cheek. She push my face down, I look at her in dark. My breath hitch when her warm breath come closer to my face.

I lick my lips, parting my lips little. I close my eye while leaning down. I caught her soft warm lower lips between mine. I feel my heart is fluttering in happiness. My chest is blossom open.

Our lips move in sync, she move her hand down to clinch my waist side cloth, pulling me more into her. I tighten my grip around her waist, still moving our lips passionately.

She slowly pull back, capturing again my bottom lips before taking deep breath in. our lips move for nubbing each her lips strongly like we don't want to apart our lips from each other.

We pull back breathlessly, my heart is beating so loudly against my chest. Rosé slowly come top of me, cupping my face softly while leaning down to give me long pack, which I return. Saving her puffy lips map on my head.

We pull back again gasping for breath. I am going to die, my heart is beating loudly it's like I am going to have heart attack in anytime.

Rosé lay on my body, resting her cheeks on my chest, putting her one leg between mine. I take blanket covering our body. This make our body more warm. Wow it's feel like home, I wrap my arm around her waist under her night dress. She shiver little, tangle her arm with mine arm.

We both feel little exhausted. I draw things on rosé waist until she fall sleep. Her heartbeat is beating normally now, she's breathing slowly.

"I love you. " I whisper in very low tone. I feel my eyelids heavier I close my eyes.

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I hear joyful bunch of laughter from outsides. I open my eyes slowly. Rosé move up lightly on my body, burry her her warm face crook of my neck.  My heart beat increases, It sent shiver down my spine. She hum in response.