Chapter Thirteen

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One Month After Lucas Left
Ariannas Journal Entry

it's been a month.
a month since i smelled the scent of vanilla and mint mixed together.
or
since i sat on a cliff my problems seemed to be beneath me.
i'm confused on how i'm supposed to feel
confused or conflicted?
hurt or broken?
angry or pissed off?
how can someone have this much effect on someone like me?
how can i be so infatuated with a man i just met this year
two months ago.
has it really been two months?
two months since i went to the party and went into his room.
two months since i walked into his room and suddenly felt
happy.
happiness.
because he went away my happiness is gone.
why does my happiness rely on a boy?
a boy who is manipulating me
making me think he cares
tells me loves me one week
and leaves me broken all the others
what the fuck
"i love you arianna"
fuck you lucas kingston
cause if you loved me
you wouldn't be leaving me
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i love you too lucas kingston

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