Dear You
So, we saw each other last night. For more than 5 hours and you still didn't talk to me. You haven't said a word at all. I saw you looking at me, I looked at you too, we didn't talk.
It hurted, but I honestly thought it would be worse
I guess we're really done now.
Your boyfriend talked to me last night. And your best friend too. She was sweet and very nice, she comforted me, you're lucky to have her around.
Your boyfriend was rude, as usual. He made me cry, also. He said I was the one ruining it all because I didn't answered both of your messages, but that You will be okay with me being your friend again.
What did you two expected as an answer to your last texts ? He said I was disgusting, fake depressed and that we didn't want me around you, and You said we were done and it was over now
What did you two wanted me to answer to that ? I was just so sad and angry
That's why last night I said to him that it was too late. That I was hoping since June but that now, being friends with you again would be too awkward. That I didn't like him because he told me to not talk to you again.
Then you entered the room and saw me crying and I left
And behind me was our last chance to be friends with you again.
I don't know if I'm happy with me not taking that chance, but I guess it's too late to wonder how things could have turned, if I decided to talk to you during the party.
You know, when I said goodbye, I nearly hugged you. I had to control myself so bad, I miss (missed ?) you like crazy.
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Dear you
Diversosletters i'll never send to someone i used to know because it's helping me. TW D*PRESSION/SUIC*DE/SELF H*RM i beg you to please not read this book if these are sensitive topics for you. Please stay safe. Please seek professional help if you're conc...
