After Ls party
You noticed my glances, you saw me crying when I left
You wanted us to be friends again
And God knows how I wanted to say yes. But I didn't
I don't know if I should've said yes when you suggested that we could grab a coffee and see each other on a free day, to talk it through
I was afraid, I still am. It was so strange to talk to you again, I'm sorry I didn't manage to carry on the conversation
My boyfriend was upset. My mother was too
Because you hurt me so bad, they don't want me to reconnect with you
I wish I could. But your boyfriend's still there hating on me
You told me you were going through some bad shit. Bad health, like me. I'm so sorry I wasn't there and I'm so sorry because I cannot be
I miss your hugs and our shopping days, your laugh and your jokes
I feel so bad right now, and this global-pandemic-lockdown just makes things worse
YOU ARE READING
Dear you
Casualeletters i'll never send to someone i used to know because it's helping me. TW D*PRESSION/SUIC*DE/SELF H*RM i beg you to please not read this book if these are sensitive topics for you. Please stay safe. Please seek professional help if you're conc...
