I sit and wonder, if the life I had planned is the life I will have.
Most people dream of success and riches. I guess at some point that used to be my dream as well.
But now, I dream of happiness and love, security and peace. However, this dream comes with an abundance of fear.
I fear that when I achieve this dream. I will not know it. I will not be able to identify the happiness and love, the security and peace because I have not seen or felt that in my life for as long as I can remember.
I fear that I will achieve this dream and not appreciate it. I fear that because of what I have gone through this dream will stay a dream. I fear that what if I achieve this dream and it gets stolen from me.
I hope when the time comes, and my dream becomes a reality. I will be able to feel it, see it and appreciate it for what it truly means to me.
Until then. I will sit and wonder if the life I now dream of will truly come to pass.
-becauzwecan
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A Journey of a Troubled Mind. ✔
Non-FictionThis is a little small compilation of writings/poems I do on occasion. They are an expression of my thoughts and feelings at a specific time and point in my life. I am publishing this now because I feel as though I am ready to share a piece of me...
