Insanity (Varian X Reader) {Heathers AU}

Burn Away That Tear

(A/n: I'm too lazy to find a clean version of Our Love is God, so yeah...)

Dear Diary, 
Close call last night. The only person at Westerburg who could actually control Lance and Eugene was Stalyan Chandler. And she is dead.

"Should've thought of that before you killed me." I heard Stalyan's voice in my head. Probably my guilt manifesting itself into her form. Great...

I didn't technically kill Stalyan, and I know that, but I still feel bad. But... not as bad as I should? And that makes me feel even worse.

"Oh, hey, guys. Still really looking forward to that apology from both of you for being two ice-cold jerks last night." I said, walking up to the remaining Populars, who were standing in front of Stalyan's locker.

"Um, cleaning out Stalyan's locker, little respect." Kiera smarted-off.

"Ugh. Kiera Duke was such a sad little poser." I heard Stalyan's voice once again, "(Y/n), tell her to stop touching my stuff." 

I ignored her voice in my head.

"...(Y/n). (Y/n)!!"

"Shut up!" I snapped at the voice, but it came out of my mouth.

"You shut up!" she said back, "I don't have to shut up anymore!" she glared at me. She then held up a red scrunchie, and proceeded to tie her hair up with it.

"Hey, that's Stalyan's scrunchie!" Catalina frowned at her friend.

"Shut up, Catalina!"

"Sorry, Kiera..."

"Stalyan Chandler is gone... It's up to me to replace her." Kiera said, matter-of-factly.

"Replace Stalyan Chandler?" I questioned.

"Please. You need to worry less about me, and more about your reputation. Lance and Eugene have been telling the whole school about your little cow pasture make-out session last night."she replied.

"Cow pasture make-out session?" VD's voice sounded from behind me.

"What? N-no! Nothing happened!" I said, my head going back and forth from Kiera to VD.

"I'm just reporting what I heard." Kiera continued, "Lance and Eugene have been telling the whole school about how out-of-control you got last night. How you- How did they put it?" 

"...put her lips all over ours." we over-heard Lance say to someone behind us.

"Ah, yes. That." Kiera smirked.

All around me I heard people talking about what had supposedly happened last night.

                      "They said she was hugging all over them!"

                                                                                           "-and then she kissed him!"

         "Goody-two shoes (Y/n)?"    "Yeah."

                                                                                                     "Bet she'd do it to me, too-"

                                      "She's just a attention-hogging brat!"

Tears rolled down my face as I clung to VD, who had ran to my side to comfort me.

"And that's the truth." I heard Lance say.

I huffed, sadly, and released VD, slowly starting to leave. Suddenly I heard a commotion, and turned around to see Varian doubled over in pain. Most likely, Lance and Eugene had beat him up, since I saw them walk away, laughing. The hall cleared out quickly, as everyone made their way to their classes. I ran over to VD and got down on my knees.