Ungodly Sinners(MxB)

Alex(28)

*Edited*

I come back to my senses as guilt consumes me.

Fuck,I hit him.

My anger got the best of me,and I hit Will.

Will stared at me in somewhat fear as realization crossed my features.
I love inflicting fear on people but not Will, never Will.

Oh shit.

"Baby,I'm sorry..." I inch closer to him trying to get a hold of him but he flinches and accidently falls into bed.

That doesn't stop him though from moving the furthest from where I stand hitting the headboard softly.

"Baby, I'm sorry,please. It was an accident" I tried to reason with him as he flinches from my touch even when I take a step towards him

"I-I think you should leave..."

"Will,baby, please just-" he cuts me off again.

"No Alex. Please leave. If you love me,you'll leave me to be alone right now..." His eyes don't meet mine as he stares at the unmade bedsheets.
I can tell he's about to cry.

I sigh as I walk to his door.

"Ok Will. I'm leaving cause I love you even if you don't love me right back. I'm sorry I did what I did,I vowed I wouldn't hurt you and I did the complete opposite" I said before opening the knob of his door.

I stop as I looked back.

"I'll get your snack supplies. But know this Will, I'm so sorry and.... I love you.
I understand that you can't say it back but that doesn't change the fact that I love you..." I don't wait for him to reply as I leave shutting the door softly.

Fuck!, I messed up!!!.....again

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Its been 3 days since the accident with Will. I've called him about a hundred times everyday but he never picks up.
Noah found out about me hurting his brother and he kneed me in the balls.

I deserved it.

I've supplied his snack station and asked his dad if ever they need anything for Will,he'd call me straight away.

I'm also worried for my unborn son. Yes-i want a son even if we don't have a son-ill still want the baby-cause Will and I made them.

Right now I'm in my office. I had managed to finish all pending work I had with my company and sitting in my office signing some contracts from one of my billion dollar companies in New York.

My phone buzzed in my pocket as I took it out and my eye's went wide-shock evident in them.

It was Will?!

I pick up on second ring.

"Will?are you ok?" There's a sigh drawn from the other end of the line before I hear Will's slightly teared voice.

"A-Alex?..." He'd been crying and whatever it was I'm gonna make it suffer-even if it was me.

"Baby,are you alright?talk to me William" I only use his real full name when its serious.

"C-can you come pick me up from school?I threw up again but Bryce isn't here and dad's busy. P-please Alex,I want to go home..." I can tell he's crying from the other side and my heart clenches.

"I'll be there baby. Just hold on a bit kay?"

"...kay. Come quick"
The line dies out with a beep and I picked up my car keys to my black lambrogini.

Within a minute I'm parked up front the school of my dearest baby boy and I quickly rung him up.
It only rings as I grew worried.
I got out of the car and walked into school.
Ringing him up again with a text saying.

I'm here at the school now. Where are u??!!

I see Will emerge from the boys convenience.
He looks like he hasn't slept in days.
Pale skin-dark bags under his beautiful gray and green eyes.
His hairs a messy curled form which still looks sexy on him.
I flinch as I see the slightly red mark over his cheek that is fading off.

Will has an overly large hoodie over him as he walks towards me in a slow stance.

"I'm tired of walking. My feet is killing me like I've walked a whole fricking marathon in heels. Can you carry me?..."
I nod as I picked him up with ease.
I slung his school bag on my free arm to sit on my shoulder while he sleeps instantly in my arms.
I kiss his head and my stubbled cheek is tickled by his bed mess of hair.

He snuggled close to my chest as he cuddles me.
Since Will's unknown pregnancy-I've been preparing myself for our unborn child-i liked being prepared.

So I bought a bunch of books on How to be the best Father to your child and all types of books on pregnancy.
Their feet hurting was also one of it and I also came to know about the pregnancy craving.
I don't have a problem with it.
I'll just hire the best chef for any food my baby wants.
Or I'll make him Italian food if he'd crave it.

I carried him to the parking lot where I'd already summoned my body guards in their beasts XXL BMW and got in one of them my baby still in my arms.
My lambrogini had been taken away by one of my body guards who drove it back to my mansion.

If I went by that car,it would mean I'd have to take my baby and leave them on a different seat.

I needed to hold him in this moment,and I wasn't planning on letting go

Ever.