Jack Gilinskys my brother !?

Chapter 28

CARLAS P.O.V

you know sammy wasn't that bad actually he's soooo fit though i thought he would be another one off thos stuck up teenagers thats famous because there friends with someone but hes actualy so nice but hes like to perfect for me to like fancy dont get me wrong hes fit and hot and really cyte but no i ... i still... i still love matt

ive not talked to him since it happened though

thats been all of 1 days were going out for dinner all together though ill hope to get a chance to talk to him there

"Carla you have to hear this" sammy walks into my room with his phone in his hand its a new song from ... jack and jack it says its written by ... by ... matt

sammy plays it and i listen to the lyrics

Miss calls and ignorants texts and
late night staying up stressing
girl ive got you on my mind
swear this happens everytime
yeah what about our last fight
i know i happened last night
you can put that in the past right
im just trying to live the fast life
whats love without trust girl
whats love without lust girl
ive been thinking about us girl
ive been thinking bout..

after that i broke down crying in Sammy's arms i couldn't do this anymore i loved matt and theres nothing i could do about it

i eventually got up thanked sammy and shooed him away so could get ready for tonight

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i walked out of the uber with sammy and we walked into nandos and went and sat with all of them i sat inbetween sammy and my brother it was all going fine until i went out for some fresh air and matt followed me

"i don't want to get mad but i asume sammy showed you distance right becaise i wrote that its about you i know you hate me beause off that kiss but do you actually like jack or was it jelousy because i still love you" he spoke his words as sharp as knives

"how could you matt i mean i love you too its just that girl i thought we had somthing but i guess not you cant just cheat on me like that"

"but i didn't cheat she asked for a kiss and i have to because its only the cheek but she turned her head i promise" he sounded sinsear

"get away from me matthew im not taking your bullshit anymore " i stormed away onto the road not looking or caring

i saw i lorry coming towards me i shut my eyes waiting for it to hit it didnt it didnt

i slowly oppened my eyes to see

MATT he had saved me his body was just lying there lifeless

what had i done

im never gonna forgive myself