It's Just Living | c.h

5- Hurt

My eyes sting.

My heart hurts.

My world shattered.

The message hurt too much for me even to tear my eyes away from it.

My body freezes and my mind raced.

Hve u eva seen a grl so ugly in ur life? No? Coz u r tht grl! The hole skl agrees. On YouTube 6 million peepz commented how ugly u r. Just give up nerd.

Hhtp:YouTube/ugly/girl/yuck/uk

6 million people think im ugly?

There's a YouTube video about me?

Me?

I stay there. Sitting there. Re- reading the messages over and over. I also go on YouTube and read every single comment, every single 6 million comment. And not one of them was nice. Not one.

So I say there. And cry for what feels like forever.

I log back onto Facebook when I feel stable enough to actually stop crying.

Ping

Another message comes through and I click on it instantly.

why are you still online? i thought i told you to take your last breath. go nerd girl. lol!

Instead of reading the rest of the message I close the window and run into the bathroom.

Grabbing the bath tap I turn it forcefully and out pours hot steaming water.

When the bath is full I get in and bathe in the warm water.

The water warms my limbs but my insides are still cold.

Moving under the water I seep in the warm water holding my breathe until I am choking at the surface of the water.

My mind races.

I knew I am hated.

I knew I am bullied.

I just didn't know they wanted me dead.

Dead?

Tears pool at my eyes but I wipe them away quickly.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm not fine...

A/n

What do you think is gunna happen next?