I Love You More Than Before (Drarry)

Chapter Four

AN: I DECIDED TO CHANGE UP THE LAST CHAPTER. SO I RECOMMEND YOU GO BACK AND READ IT SO YOU'RE NOT CONFUSED. IT'S JUST FROM DRACO'S POV ALL CHAPTER NOW.
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Draco's POV

I awoke with a start. It was a dream. Just a dream. How could life be so cruel?

I managed to fall asleep in the middle of dinner. How can I be so stupid?

I'm sure Harry was probably laughing at me. But at least I didn't fall with my face smashed into the food. I would just die of the embarrassment. 

I have to get going now though. If I'm late to meeting up with harry he would surely kill me. But perhaps I can make that dream a reality. I just have to get him to like me first. 

Don't want to come on to strong. That would just scare him away. There's no other way to see it really. I know that if he came on to me that strongly I would be afraid.

It would mean that he probably found out about my infatuation with him and was using it to make fun of me. I would surely die if he so much as thought about doing that to me. Which is why I need to get him to like me.  And his friends too.

Harry's POV

He's an adorable sleeper, that much is true. But he would never like me in any way so I just need to stop thinking about it so much. 

That's why I've been pacing up here in the Room of Requirement for the past twenty minutes. because I'm always late for things and I don't need him mad at me for something like that. It would kill me for sure.

To know that my little ferret, yes MY ferret, is mad at me would be devastating. I'd break down in tears if he were to yell at me for something. That's why I always flee after we have those fights in the halls. It hurts knowing that he hates me so much that he has to inform me of it all the time. 

Hermione knows I like him though. And she promised me that she would keep it a secret. That's the only reason that I've lasted as long as I have. 

Well I haven't really lasted at all but she makes the pain more tolerable. She doesn't know how bad it really is for me. Or if she does she's been keeping that to herself. 

The thing is, I don't eat all that much anymore. And what I do eat Itend to throw up as soon as I make it to a bathroom. So I'm terribly scrawny now. Or at least under the spell I am. I use a charm to make myself look like I've been eating and working out and getting sleep. 

In reality I'm getting none of that. I'm lucky if I can sleep for ten minutes a night. Otherwise I wake up screaming in bed from a nightmare. And they're always different. And I can never remember what they're about once I wake up. That's why I always place a Silencing Charm around my bed at night. So no one can hear me screaming and crying. So they don't have to worry about me.

And this is how Draco found me. Pacing the room frantically, on the verge of tears just from thinking about it. So imagine his face when i actually do burst out into tears.

So much for finishing that potions assignment, eh?

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An: I have not forgotten about you people. I just have really sucky computers to use. The one I'm currently using seems to have problems with capitalization so don't complain about it to me.