What is love?

Apart

HEY SO I LEFT YOU GUYS ON A CLIFF HANGER SO THIS IS LEADING OFF OF IT INTO ANOTHER CHAPTER WHERE NICK FURY IS... NEVERMIND JUST READ. THANKS FOR THE OVER 1K READS. OK ENJOY
Clints POV
"You told fury? When?"
I can't believe Natasha would ever do something like that with out telling me. She is my love she can't just go around and tell Fury of all people that we are in a relationship and she needs to tell me these things. I love her to death but I don't know if she feels the same way. She may tell me but now I'm not to sure.
' I told him before we were dating that I liked you and I could control my emotions.'
" is that why we went on separate missions?"
' yes I made him do it. Then I sent him to watch you because I wanted to be sure you were safe.'
" well I think we should go on another mission, I need to think this through."
' are you breaking up with me?'
" no I'm just saying I need to think this through."
' I'm sorry I made you feel this way Clint I'm really sorry.'
" whatever it is done there is no way of changing it now so it's past."
' please don't leave me I love you'
" I loved you..."
Why did I just say that the look in Natasha's eyes just said it all. I knew what I did was wrong and I'll probably never speak to her or she will never speak to me again.
" I'm sorry nat that was mean"
I left I couldn't stand myself right now. Natasha hates me. I'm going to go get my stuff and leave. I think Fury is sending me to Brazil or what's it Budapest. Oh I hope it's not Budapest, me and Natasha have strong memories of there. I met her, I took her in, now I kicked her out of my life. What have I done. Why am I still here I should just get out of her life forever. She will never forgive me, especially after what I said.

Natasha POV
Did I hear right. He just said he loved me. He didn't say he still loves me. He said he loved me. I know I messed up but Clint crossed the line. I could tell he was full of anger that I told Fury but he needed to know, and practically telling someone that you don't love them anymore is way beyond that. I don't know what to do now. I am pretty sure he is going back to Budapest sent by Fury. Fury knows how much Budapest means to both of us. Or used to, for Clint. I have very vivid dreams of Budapest that's where we met, where he took me in, now he is gone. He probably never what's to see me ever again so I think I'm just going to go back home to Russia for a while after Nick tells me Clint has cooled down.
' Fury I'm leaving.'
" your leaving? Where?"
' I'm going home to Russia for a while. It's just to much here at the moment'
" we will still be contacting you if we have missions you know that right?"
' yes I never said I was quitting I just said I'm going home for a while.'
" you will be missed I'll have Maria help you pack and have a quin jet outside waiting for your departure."
' ok thanks Fury. You are like a father I always needed.'
" and you are like the daughter I've wanted for years."
' thank you Fury I better go before I make this harder for myself.'
When I entered the room Clint was still packing. He had a lot of stuff here. I guess he has been her for 3 months.
' Clint I'm sor-'
I didn't get to finish before he slammed his suitcase and punched the wall.
' Clint stop I said I was sorry. I am leaving so you don't have to face me for the rest of your life.'
" no you don't need to because I'm leaving."
' I'll miss you now I need to leave and before I cry get out.'
" good bye... Forever."
That last part broke my heart. He makes it sound like he will never see me again. I'm going to have to have therapy because of this breakup.

General POV
After Clint left Maria came in to a angry and sad Natasha on the floor in a ball. She could tell she was taking this hard.
" Agent Romanoff, I'm here to help you pack."
' thanks, I will miss you most of all Maria.'
" thank you. I will miss you too."
' I'm so mad this is all my fault.'
" no it wasn't it was Clints now get over time and pack."
' ok'
When Natasha was done she said bye to everybody but Clint. He was gone already. He didn't even have the decency to say bye. Natasha was never coming back, and she knew this. She was going to live in Russia for the rest of her life and try to forget Clint. She knew it was going to be hard but she has to get over him at some point.

HEY SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING I HAVE BEEN BUSY. SORRY FOR THE MANY CLIFF HANGERS AND THE BREAKUP BUT TRUST IT WILL GET BETTER.
PLEASE GIVE ME MORE IDEAS.
BYE