Am I Wrong?

Chapter 34

June 28

So right now we are at the hospital waiting for Hayes to get discharged. It is around 11 and I'm so tired. I got less than 2 hours of sleep last night. After what Matt told me I just couldn't stop thinking.

FLASHBACK TO LAST NIGHT*
"I pushed him" Matt says looking at the ground.
"But it was only an accident, right?" I say
"Well obviously. But I still could've put him into a coma for who knows how long. I could've killed him. I did that. And you have no idea how guilty I would feel if anything was worse than this." He says.
*FLASHBACK ENDS*
He really got me thinking. And I probably should've realized this early when my parents died but I was so young so I didn't.

Anyone can be taken from you at any moment in time. Everything could be okay one day then the next you come to find out that your best friend or sibling is dead. Or in my case my parents.
Now I know I have had a kinda shitty life but the way I try to look at it is just looking at everything I do have. And everything I am greatful for. I haven't cut my self and I haven't tried to commit suicide but that doesn't mean I can't be emotionally depressed.

I am snapped out of my thoughts when I see Hayes being rolled out in a wheel chair.
I run up to him because I volunteered to be his buddy for the week.

The first show is tomorrow and Hayes isn't going but I have to so Liz is staying with him while we have shows.
When we get back to the hotel we all head up to mine and Cameron's room. We decide to play truth or dare because we are immature buttheads.
I ask Johnson truth or dare.
"Dare"
"I dare you to go into the lobby in only your boxers and ask the hotel clerk if you can have a condom." I say and everyone starts laughing. So Jack strips into his boxers and we all follow him down to the elevator. I get out my phone and go to Vine. He runs over to the desk and starts talking. The clerks face changes and he pulls something out of front his pocket. He winks at Jack and hands it to him. ITS A CONDOM! Everyone starts laughing as Jack grabs it and runs away. We run away chasing Jack but Hayes and I get left behind.
We finally make it back to the room and I plop onto the bed.
"Elena truth or dare?" I hear Johnson ask.
"Dare." I say nervously.
"I dare you to go next door with Cameron for 10 minutes."
"Easy" I say walking up to Cameron and whisper something into his ear. I'm just mumbling so they think I'm actually saying something. Stupid boys. I grab his hand and take him outside the room only to go to the next one over. I know Cameron is smart enough to know we're not going to be doing anything sexual. After a few seconds of silence Cameron speaks.
"Elena." he says
"Yeah babe?"
"I need to talk to you about something."
"Okay what is it?" I ask as my heart beat increases.
"Well while you were at your parents, the guys and I went to a party. We all got pretty drunk and I wasn't looking to get drunk but I did. Well I met a girl and we..." I interrupt him.
"Stop. Cam. Don't say it. Don't you dare fucking say it." I should probably be feeling sad but all I feel right now is anger.
"She's pregnant." He whispers. I swear I heard my heart break into a million pieces. There's no way this boy I fell so madly in love with, cheated on me and got a random girl pregnant.

I stand up and walk to the door. It's cracked open. Wtf. I open it and see all the guys pop out.
"MOVE." I scream.
"GOTCHA BABE!" I hear behind me.
"WHAT THE ACUTAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU BOYS?!?!!! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW SCARED AND TERRIFIED I WAS!?!?" I scream louder.
Cameron walks up to me and wraps his arms around my waist behind me. "At least I know how good of an actor I am now." He says with a wink then kisses my cheek.
"I swear on my life if you pull that shit again I will never forgive you." I say smiling a little. All the guys run up to me and give me a big group hug.
"Hey that's what you get for falling behind." Nash says. Omg that's when they planned this evil plan. Don't worry I'll get them back. Matt runs behind me and shuffles a few things around on the desk to reveal a phone. Cams phone to be specific. Oh great they filmed the whole thing.
"No freaking way. I'll get all of you back don't worry."
Now I am the only girl as of right now. Idk where Mahogany is but I need a girl to be on this trip with me. I can't stand all 10 boys alone.
I decide to go to Bart's room to see if he could invite another girl on tour.
"Hey Bart would it be possible to have another girl on tour? Like a youtuber?" I ask
"Umm I don't see why not." He says with a smile.
"Yay!!" I get up.
"So who will it be?" I say
"Well you can choose since you will be spending time with her." He says
"WHAT? THANK YOU SO MUCH! I'll let you know by tonight." I say in excitement.

I run back to my room and tell the guys. They have to help me chose since they have to do a tour with this person. So I make a list of people then we watch 1 video from each girl. The top 3 are:
Chelsea: who does the same beauty channel stuff as me. (*I got this from Beautylisciousinsider go check her channel out. I love her! But this is just the idea of the character it's not her.*)
Stella: who films singing videos and also beauty videos
And lastly Kristen who films singing and comedy videos.
Nash, Aaron, Taylor, Galinsky and me all vote for Chelsea.
Johnson, Shawn, and Matt vote for Stella.
And Hayes, Cameron, vote for Kristen.
Well it looks like Chelsea is the winner! I call Bart to tell him who we chose.