My Love| 𝘾𝙊𝙇𝘽𝙔 𝘽𝙍𝙊𝘾𝙆 𝙁𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣

Chapter 4| Thinking about Him

Angelina's POV

It was Saturday. The day after Pizza Night at Sams. It was early in the morning. 8:39am. I was still playing in bed. I was thinking about him. Colby. I had feelings for him since late October of 2018. It is now February 1st, 2019. I still haven't told Colby how I feel. The only people I told was Kat and Devyn. I was too afraid to tell him. I was afraid it would mess up our friendship since I had a feeling he didn't feel the same way and cause he was my best friend. I shook away my thoughts and decided to get out of bed.

As I was getting out of bed, my phone dinged. I quickly grabbed it from my dresser. I checked who it was. It was Kat. I opened up the message.

Kat😽💞
Hey girlie. I was wondering if
You wanted to hang with me and
Devyn. If you're not busy.

Hey. I'm not busy today.
What are the plans.

Kat😽💞
Go grab Starbucks and hang
At my apartment?

Sure, sounds great. What time ?

Kat😽💞
12 pm. I'm going to text
Devyn.

Kk. See you at 12 xo

I put my phone down after I sent the last text to Kat. I walked over to my bathroom connected to my bedroom. I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I then walked over to my closet to pick out an outfit. It was going to be a bit cold outside. So I threw on some Mom Jeans with the merch the boys made. It said Trap with animated characters of them. If you put both of them together, it made Trapboys.

I slipped on my Air Forces. I just brushed out my hair and left it down. I put on a coat of Mascara. Since that's all I mostly wear. I walked out of my bedroom and into the kitchen. I made me some French toast with eggs. Just a simple breakfast. French Toast was my favorite.

I went back to my room and connected my phone to my JBL speaker. Listening to music was something I did probably all day. I love music. I played Beamer Boy by Lil Peep (Song is at the Top). This was mine and Colby's song. Our favorite song from Lil Peep. Every time I would listen to this song, I would think of him.

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It was 30 minutes before 12 pm. I decided I'd head out to Kats now. I grabbed my phone, wallet, and keys. I headed out my door, locking up as I stepped out. After I locked up, I went down to the Lobby and out to the parking garage. I walked to my car and hopped in. I started driving to Starbucks because Kat texted me saying to meet her and Devyn there.

Once I arrived to Starbucks, I hopped out my car. I walked over and headed inside. I instantly spotted Devyn and Kat. I texted them to order my drink, which was placed on the table they were sitting at. I walked over to the table and greeted the girls. I sat down and began to drink my Starbucks. "So Angelina, when are you planning to tell Colby?", Kat spoke up. I looked at her. I sighed. "I don't know Kat. What if he doesn't even feel the same way?" "Okay, first off, Colby would be crazy if he didn't feel the same way." Devyn said.

"Don't get me wrong, I want to tell him, I'm just scared." I said as I sighed. "Look, Even if Colby didn't feel the same way, he wouldn't just cut you off and think you're a weirdo..." Kat said as she trailed off. "Colby isn't that type, and you should know that you've know him longer than all of us, besides Sam." She said while giggling a bit. Me and Devyn giggled with her.

"She's right Angelina, he wouldn't do that." Devyn added. "Yeah, you guys are right. I guess I'll just feel embarrassed if he told me he didn't feel the same way." I said while taking a drink of my Starbucks. Kat grasped my hand. "Whenever you're ready to tell him, then you go for it." She reassured me. "And if he doesn't like you back, I'm going to kill him." Devyn said jokingly. We all laughed. We hung out at Starbucks for a bit, then headed to Kats place.

When we got to Kats place, we were getting our makeup done by Devyn. I wasn't a makeup type of girl. I mostly only wore mascara and sometimes eyeliner, but that was it. I liked to keep it natural. That's just the way I am. Devyn made us look beautiful. We took pictures for Instagram to show off the beautiful work Devyn did for Kat and I. After hours of hanging out, Devyn and I decided to go home. We always have a blast when us girls hang out.

As I was driving back home, my mind found it's way back to Colby. I thought about what Devyn and Kat said back at Starbucks. Does he feel the same? What if he doesn't? How do I tell him? Should I even tell him??