Secret Admirer

[13] until we meet again

Emma langsung pulang setelahnya, ia tidak sanggup melihat wajah laki-laki yang selalu memberikannya buket bunga setiap hari.

Emma ingat pertandingan basket waktu itu, segerombolan tim voli juga ikut menonton setelah pertandingan mereka. Emma merasa lelaki itu sesekali menatap ke arahnya, Emma yang tidak begitu mengenalnya pun hanya melempar senyuman.

Senyuman singkat, tapi cukup untuk membuat jantung laki-laki itu berdebar. Emma ingat bagaimana segerombolan tim itu masuk dengan peluh yang bercucuran, seperti tidak ingin ketinggalan pertandingan sengit ini, dan bagaimana para penonton bersorak pada mereka yang baru datang.

Di rumah, Emma membuka tasnya dan membuat surat itu secara perlahan. Tangannya gemetar, membaca setiap kata yang tertulis di kertas itu.

Dear, Emmeline Claire

By the time you read this letter, I may have already left this city, leaving behind all the memories we once shared, even if it was just a look and a smile. I never wanted to be selfish, but perhaps in the end, I did anyway.

Every time I see you, there's a feeling that I can't explain, a feeling that makes me want to always be near you. However, I also realize that I'm not ready for that. There are many dreams I need to pursue, many goals I need to achieve before I can stand in front of you with confidence.

All the flowers I sent, all the attention I gave, were my ways of expressing feelings that words could never fully convey. I promise, I will come back. 

If you are willing to wait, if you are willing to give me a chance, I will come back and propose to you, asking you to be a part of my life forever.

Emma, I love you more than words can express. Until we meet again, take good care of yourself. I will always miss you.

With all my love, JK

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HAYOOOOOOO DIINGET INGET SIAPA
yang punya inisial JK