Searching For Euphoria

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Forlorn went home for the night and that means Brei was alone in her house. In her room, she sat down on her chair and turned on her lamp.

Euphoria... did he meant a name or the feeling?

Brei heavily sighed. She opened up her notebook and took a mechanical pencil. She bit her lower lip thinking about the kiss they shared.

"You're already into him Brei. There's nothing else you can do, but see if it lasts," she whispers.

Then she started writing on her note book.

To my euphoria,

...

•••

After writing down a bunch of stuffs, she decided to look outside her window . Watching the night sky, she apologizes for that man she once felt elated before. It's time that she set herself free and if it doesn't end well then for sure, there's another trail she'll track.

"What will we do tomorrow?" She asked herself.

She took out her phone and typed things to do in the morning. A bunch of stuffs appeared like exercising and walking a dog to a park blah blah all the same stuffs.

Laying down on her bed she thought what she and Mikael are right now. He didn't made it clear to her and it makes her worry.

*phone rings*

Brei jumped in surprise hearing her phone rings and feeling it vibrates. It was Mikael calling her.

"Hello?"

"Sorry, I couldn't seem to sleep tonight so I called. Were you already sleeping?" He asked.

"No, not really. I couldn't aswell and I just finished writing a lot of stuffs."

"Ohh... Do you sing Brei?"

Brei thought about it and she answered, "No. I'm also tone deaf".

"Do you want me to sing for you so you could fall asleep fast? I mean it's not like I have the voice. I just want to try for you."

That made Brei smile.

"Alright that would be so nice."

"Okay. Here goes."

🎶Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say? 🎶

Brei doesn't know the song but the lyrics spoke to her and a teardrop fell when she closed her eyes.

🎶 I need a little more luck than a little bit
'Cause every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
'Cause every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time 🎶

•••

Forlorn didn't hear any movement from Brei anymore so he stopped singing and just stares at his empty ceiling.

For a while I pretended that I never really like her, but I do. It's just unfair because I'm not over Euphoria...