I've written chapters 30-35 but I haven't written from now leading up to them and I'm not sure how to word any of this so sorry for the shit-ness of this chapter and possibly the next few ones :'D ALSO, I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever I've been being lazy-I'm not even gunna pretend I was doing school work. BUT YES OK MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR AND ALL THAT SHIT THAT I MISSED SAYING AND COOL BYE
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Luke's POV
"Luke, sweetie, come help with the dishes"
I slide my phone into my pocket and walk down the stairs. I haven't heard anything from Rory, she's gone to the hospital with Michael today...I'm upset for Michael but, considering I have never met his parents I just don't have any personal emotional distraught over the matter. That makes me sound heartless but it's true. I mean I've only been here for like what, a week?
as I near the kitchen my mum turns and throws me a towel to help dry up.
"So, Luke..."
"Hmm?"
"How are you finding Sydney?" I can almost hear the smile in her voice. She's always wanted to move here and now she finally has, it's her dream come true. i open my mouth to reply but-I don't know how I'm finding it. I mean, ok so I arrive here. I meet this amazing girl who I become instantly close with and she makes me feel funny...but in a good way. From out of no where I get this confidence to ask her over and she leaves to go to her guy friends rescue or whatever. Then, I find out his parents have been in a crash and not wanting her to leave her, I go to the hospital with them to see his parents. I DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HIS PARENTS!!! Then we go bowling, and then back to her house and she gets so drunk that she tells me all these secrets that I can't even begin to comprehend and I don't know how to fucking feel because I feel like I'm falling for her but I've only known her like four fucking days and that can't even be possible and I haven't even been in my own damn house that much since I got here because I wanted to be with her and I don't fucking know what's happening and this whole thing doesn't even make sense and-
Wow Luke. Stop. Breath. Calm down.
I guess I haven't had much time to think about what's actually happened here. I-I don't actually have a fucking clue how I feel about moving here. I'm so confused.
I just, I need to speak to Rory. But I can't trouble her right now. She needs space. Both her and Michael do. Fuck, I hate the thought of him being around her so much. I don't even know why I'm so fucking jealous they've been best friends forever who am I to judge.
And you know what else-
"Luke?! Luke honey?!" My mum waves her hand in front of my face. I shake my head and snap out of my thoughts.
"What? Shit mum, sorry" she gives me a stern look.
"LUKE ROBERT HEMMINGS DON'T SWEAR!" She yells.
I hang my head and mumble a sorry.
"It's ok. But what's wrong? I asked you how were liking it here and you just completely snapped out of it. Maybe your not feeling to well. Go to bed for a bit ill bring you some soup" she smiles comfortingly at me.
"Thanks-thanks mum. Sorry I can't help you" she shakes her head denying my useless-ness and sends me upstairs. I check my phone but, still no messages. I let out an exasperated sigh and climb into the sheets of my bed, cocooning myself into a duvet burrito to hide from the world in.
I need to stop thinking about Rory for a bit...
