TREPIDATION. That's what I'm feeling right this very moment. It's creeping slowly through every nerve ending in my body. Making it hard to breathe. I could feel a thumping pain at the base of my spine; making my lower back jerk slightly every couple of seconds. It's a nervous tick that I have to endure. It is pretty painful and I can't do anything about it until it subsides. Why am I feeling this way you ask? It's because of a girl. The one that got away so to speak but didn't really, because there was never an us. We never got together as a couple really. But I was so damn in love with her years ago, that when we lost touch, ergo sort of ending our great friendship too, I was more heart broken when I lost her, than when I broke up with my girlfriend of 6 years at that time.
Sigh. Now here I am, waiting with bated breath for my ex best friend in a quaint cafe right smack in the middle of Manhattan. As I'm appreciating the intricacies of the famous green tea mille crepe cake in front of me, I didn't even notice the woman standing right in front of me. All I could see was her dark blue scrub suit because I was too frightened to raise my head. Her scent wafts through my nose amidst the sweet vanilla smell of cakes and fruity yet burnt smell of coffee. I knew right then, that this is going to be a long ass day. Am I making the right decision? I ask myself silently as I roam my eyes ever so slowly from her waist up to her beautiful face. She looks so tired but she managed to smile albeit timidly as she softly says, "Hi."
BINABASA MO ANG
After The Fall GxG)
RomanceWhat happens when you fall in love with your best friend then had a sudden falling out because of it? Are you willing to give each other another chance to explore what might have been? This is a gxg romance.
