I looked down, to see the familiar blonde. I was extremely confused- why was James was first off, even talking to me, and in the girls cabin.
I panicked, thinking about what to do or say. What the fuck what the fuck what the-
"Listen up. Please." He pleaded. I sat up, my breathing much heavier than usual. I felt like interrupting, but I've done so much to possibly hurt him. "I hate showing this weak side of me, but I have to. Why? I knew you were drunk but.. why?" He said, looking hurt.
"I-I don't know-" He cut me off, climbing into the bunk. There he was, his knees to the side of my legs, practically on top of me. I could hear his heavy breathing, and his hair hung down and fell lightly to my face.
"I-I need to tell you something. No- I need to show you something." He said, his beautiful blue eyes closing for a minute. He leaned down, I could feel his breath on my lips.
"Just please, let me do this."
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I jumped up in my bunk in a cold sweat. No, not my bunk, my bed. I was back at home.
I looked around. This was my room. My posters were up, my guitar was in the corner, on it's stand. My backpack was next to my desk, filled with the stuff I'd need. My clothes sat on the desk.
I had a very crazy dream, before the first day of school.
It was September of 1980. Me and my next door neighbor, Cliff, were in senior year together. I moved here recently, during the summer. During the time, I got to know Cliff. We got close to each other, we liked the same bands, and we both played instruments (even though I was just alright at guitar and he was a fuckin god at bass). He promised to walk me to school, since we didn't live far.
I jumped out of bed. I threw on my clothes I planned on wearing (a Misfits tanktop, in which I cut of the sleeves, ripped black jeans, combat boots, and a necklace with a moon on it) and ran into the kitchen.
"You seem in a happy mood." My mom said in a unusually happy voice.
"I am!" I said, eating all the toast that was placed in front of me in almost a minute. I grabbed my walkman and backpack, and ran outside.
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next chapter is the last! i'm sorry for the short chapter (and not for updating for a while, i'm sorry!). hope y'all are ready for a good last chapter.
