Loving you

Someone Else.

It is too quiet when I wake up. I put my arm out to my right expecting to feel Gigi and when I don't my eyes shoot open. I realise I am in Gianni's bed and she will be with him. I get out of bed and tie my hair back and go downstairs. As I am walking around the halls heading towards the kitchen I take a moment that I don't think I will ever get used to this house, it is just so beautiful and massive. When I reach the kitchen I see it completely spotless, you would never have thought that there was a party of about 200 people in here last night. "Good morning, look who decided to wake up." Smiles Luca handing me a glass of water.

I laugh and take it drinking some before taking a seat at the table with Annie and Ella. "Where did you get to last night then?" asks Ella eating some berries out of the bowl that sat in the middle of the table. I gaze at the window then remember the guy, Gianni punched him. "Well there was a guy... I had never seen him before and he was following me. I went upstairs to check on Gigi. He followed me upstairs and started trying to kiss me. Things escalated on from there, long story short Gianni kicked him out and punched him..."
"Oh my, Jasmine are you okay?" they all ask. They were really good friends always asking me If I was okay and really meaning it.
"Yeah I'm okay, it was uncomfortable but I'm alright." Its silent for a little bit. I don't think any of us knew what to say after that. I hear the front door slam we all look towards the entry way and in walks Gianni with Gigi in her car seat and some bags.
"No I don't need any help its okay." Laughs Gianni in such a sarcastic tone. I take the car seat and Ella helps him with the shopping. She's asleep, her lips parted just a little bit. I unclip her and pull her close to me, her little hand rested on my chest. It was times like this that I treasured the most. My daze ended when Annie started talking. "You were the hero last night we heard." Even though Gianni was a couple of years older than us, we for the most party got on really well.

After a big breakfast of fruit and pancakes, waffles and syrup everyone heads out to the garden. Gianni and Luca, Annie is holding Gigi and Ella is sitting by the side. "So you think something will happen then?" Ella asks taking a fill gulp of the fruit juice she was drinking, apparently it helps hangovers.
"With what?" I ask. I've got a feeling I know what she's referring to but I have to check.
"You know. You and Gianni. Yous are so great together and even better with Gigi. I mean yours must have slept in the same room last night because you were no where to be found." Explains Ella twirling her thumbs. I think she finds this topic a little touchy but I don't mind talking about my feelings.
Just as I go to answer Gianni climbs out the pool and leaves immediately. He doesn't say anything to us or Luca. "What happened?" I ask checking on Gigi who is starting to squirm in Annie's arms.
"I'm not sure. He checked his phone and said he had to leave." Says Luca climbing up the stairs that lead out of the pool unlike his brother who just pulled himself out. "I'm going to get some water I'll be back."
There's a little quiet between the three of us then I continue the conversation. "I mean I care about him. I guess things are just complicated with Enzo. I don't want to step on anyone's toes... I don't even know if Gianni likes me like that and it's too much expecting him to be there for me and Gigi." I say looking away from them. They are my best friends now but it's still hard saying something out loud I don't think I have fully come to terms with.
I hear them both laugh and my eyes dart back to them. "What?"
"I've never seen him like this around anyone. He punched someone last night for you. We all know he loves Gigi. Maybe yous should both talk. When he gets back." Smiles Ella clapping her hands. I think she might want to be Cupid but I guess I can't complain.

After about three hours of Gianni being out the  house I hear the big door downstairs open. It'll be a couple of minutes before Gianni gets up stairs but I'm comfortable anyway. I'm wearing the shorts and jumper I had on yesterday before the party. I'm sitting in the big plush brown chairs he has in his room by the window. The view from here is the same as out in the hallway. I love it. I'm feeding Gigi but have some snacks on the table for me and Gianni. I'm in a bit of a day dream so when the door flys open I'm a little startled. I glance over and there's a girl standing there. She has long auburn hair with some jeans and a white wrap top on. "Nenno..." she shouts. I've never seen her before. "Nenno." Just as she shouts again Gianni appears at the door. He looks over to me and sees me sitting in the chair. I don't know what to think I mean we don't date so I suppose I can't be mad. "Umm I guess I'll leave yous to it." I say awkwardly standing and grabbing Gigi's car seat while also still trying to feed her. There's nothing I really need out my bags, Luca can drop them off another time.
"No, wait Jas." says Gianni, his hands go to his head when he realises I'm not listening.
"You have a slut here with a baby before me hmm. Nice one Nenno." Laughs the girl lying down on the bed. I quickly look at the room before leaving. She was in my space.
I get downstairs and everyone is still sitting in one of the living spaces. I quietly open the door and swiftly make my way over to my car. I clip in Gigi's car seat but sit in the front and continue to feed her. I guess it's best not to start anything if that's all that would happen. I finish feeding Gigi and burp her. There is a couple of times she breaks wind and I figure that would do until we got home. As I close the black door and climb back into the front Gianni comes out the front and walks over to my car. I hear him shout my names but start to pull away. Him calling me gets fainted and fainted as I pull out of the drive way. I can't do this.

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Okay hi anyone who made it to the end of that chapter. Sorry I've been gone for a while I've just been really demotivated. If you like this let me know I will carry on writing if people are wanting to read it.