My lifestyle

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Just as I'm pulling up I hear my phone going off. Get to finding out it's my crazy ass toxic ass abusive ass and delusional ass ex but I ended up ignoring him. As I pull up to my house I ended up getting out the car walking to my door and the door just halfway cracked open.

I'm sitting here just looking all confused I ended up closing the door and locking it going in my mom and dad's room to tell them the door was open. Just as soon as I was fenna tell them I see liquor bottles all over the floor and cocaine all on the dresser. I swear I hate my life and that they really do this shit but who am I to stop them.

I just went in my room playing music to try to get my mind on something else. Here goes my music getting interrupted again by my ex Kelvin again . I answered the phone
" why do you keep calling me what do you want we're over there's no reason why you should still be calling me".
He gets to getting mad cussing me out.
"bitch on ma homies your not going anywhere Jayla stop playing with me like I really won't pop up over there".
I get to rolling my eyes getting mad
" yeah ight bye Kelvin just leave me alone I'm blocking your new number as well ".
I hung up the phone on him and got to getting out the bed so I can get in the shower and take a nap.

Soon as I hooked up my speaker and ended up getting in the shower all I hear is my phone going off I know it ain't nobody but kelvin probably calling from them text apps since I blocked him so I didn't even bother to check.
I wish that damn boy will just leave me alone I definitely don't want nothing to do with him last time I seen him he ended up blacking my eyes all because I wanted to be done.
I had to wear sunglasses and makeup for about three weeks to school , Thank god he done already graduated cause I would've had to go through that all over again . I definitely didn't have to worry about my parents tripping because they was always to drunk or high to even notice.

I ended up getting out the shower and settling in to my bed about to get ready to take a nap and hear goes my phone going off again. Whew thank you Lord it's my homegirls calling me and not that nigga again.
"Y'all tell me why kelvin keeps calling me this dude is crazy I just want him to leave me alone".
Nyla eyes got big and end up shaking her head.
" girl you know he not at this point I think you really need to get the police involved or something or just have yo brother beat his ass". I get to shaking my head.
" man nobody know what this dude has put me through but y'all. If I tell my brother he would fuck around and shoot his ass".
Heaven got to smirking a little and started just looking away from the camera.
" you just need to be careful honestly you already know he knows where you stay Jayla for real".
Nyla said looking really concerned.

I get to shaking my head all over again. As we moving on to the next topic Heaven just starts shaking her head.
" wassup with y'all tho how y'all day go with Dre and Antonio". I get to asking them tryna move past my situation.
They both paused for a minute and got to telling me what happened.
" girl so why Dre kept asking questions about you and if you talk to somebody and while I'm sitting here thinking it's awkward I ended up going to Nyla calling her and she told me Antonio was asking her the same thing I find that real weird something is off about them Mann".
" yeah that's real weird why they asking about me anyways I'm gonna ask for myself tomorrow".
" yeah maybe you should but Goodnight I love y'all I'm about to go shower and handle my business". Nyla ended up saying. we all got to finishing up saying goodbye and hung up the phone.

Just as I put my phone on the charger and started to fall asleep I hear banging on my damn window man I got so scared. I looked out and couldn't believe it was this nigga kelvin.

As soon as I looked out all I see is him pointing his fingers towards me then to his car as in a way of telling me come out right now and ended up getting in his car and putting his hood on

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As soon as I looked out all I see is him pointing his fingers towards me then to his car as in a way of telling me come out right now and ended up getting in his car and putting his hood on. I know damn well I shouldn't go out there but if I don't go out he will definitely come in with no hesitations and no regrets. I ended up putting on some sweats and a jacket and my crocs going outside into his car.

I got in his car slamming his door.
"What are you doing here why can't you leave me alone Kelvin what don't you get I don't want nothing to do with you at all anymore". He started reaching his hands in his pocket trying his best to not go there with me.
" I TOLD YOU THAT YOU MA BITCH JAYLA AIN'T NONE AH DESE NIGGAS HAVIN YOU AND WHEN AND IF I DO FIND OUT Y'ALL GON BE TWO DEAD BITCHES LAYIN NEXT TO EACH OTHER ON MY DEAD".

I hurried up and tried to get out the car and he instantly grabbed my wrist all tight. " KELVIN LET ME GO NOW LET ME GO". I started screaming still trying to get out. He grabbed me And ended up trying to kiss me and force his self on to me as I'm steady pushing him away. He ended up locking the doors , as I'm still yelling he's starts to get more mad.

"I WISH I NEVER MET YOU GET OFF ME KELVIN I MEAN IT IMA CALL THE POLICE LET ME GO".
He ended up throwing me in the backseat and steady trying to get on top of me. Just as soon as I got tired of yelling and fighting my strength off against him there he go taking off my sweats and taking his sweats off and just started to shove his penis inside of me and yet I couldn't do nothing but sit there and cry.

When he got done he ended up yelling "YOU GON ALWAYS BE MY BITCH AND I MEANT THAT".
I started crying super hard I ended up wiping my face , just as I thought I could hide what just happened ... as I'm walking to the door I see my blinds move I know my Mom or Dad was just looking out the window and probably seen what happened.

As soon as I walked in I see my Dad just drinking in the living room and laughing in my face as I started to slowly cry all over again.
" YOU THINK YOU CAN COME IN HERE CRYING AND WANT SOMEBODY TO FEEL BAD FOR YOU THATS WHAT YOU GET YOU DESERVED THAT SHIT BET YOU LEAVE THAT LITTLE BOY ALONE NOW AND STOP BEING FAST AND TRYING TO BE A HOE LIKE YOUR MOMMA WAS ".

I tried my best to not yell at him.
" so you just sat there and watched Dad and didn't help".
He didn't say nothing back but laugh I didn't even want to try to go to my Mom cause I know she not doing nothing but sniffing that stuff up in her room. I just went back in my room and cried till I couldn't cry anymore.
I wanted to call my homegirls so bad but I just figured it was best to keep it to myself nobody would believe me anyways or know what to do.

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