Lost Love

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I started smiling.

" hmm I think they would've looked cuter with me sitting on your face".

She instantly looked at me and opened up her mouth and starting laughing.

" wha chu juss say to me?".

I started rolling.

"I ain't say nothing".

We both just started dying at the same time. She end up asking if I was hungry but I told her nah cause I'll mind as well wait until I see her later on. We end up getting to my house.

" Aight ma I'ma pick you up around eight tonight"

"Okay". I said smiling.

Just as she was about to kiss me , my phone started ringing I don't know who it was but I answered and put it on speaker. I couldn't believe it was this nigga Kelvin.

" SO YO ASS REALLY BLOCKED ME AND BITCH YOU STEADY TAKIN ME AS AH JOKE LIKE I WON-."

I ended up hanging right up on him and blocked the number. I tried to give Jay a kiss but she leaned away from and started shaking her head.

" that shit crazy but shit it is what it is".

" Jay I promise it ain't even like that I'm dead ass that's my ex I'll explain it all later".

" whatevs". She said not making no type of contact.

She didn't even want to hug me back or kiss me or look at me or nothing. I end up getting out the car and she drove off. Bro this crazy and so is this nigga Kelvin , I swear I don't want to tell her nothing especially not about him. But I guess if this who I want I kinda don't have a choice. I just went in the house straight to my room , of course my dad already starting but I wasn't in the mood to hear it. I end up texting Jay and I can't lie I think it's a done deal.

Me : Jay it's not even like that I swear.

Jay ❤️: dude ass still got yo number and by the way he talkin y'all obviously still got sum going on so whatever you fenna say or got planned on saying ion wanna hea it.

Me: Jay omg 💔 I don't want nothing to do with him I blocked him and everything , that's a done wrapped up deal... there's nothing going on with us if only you knew and I could tell you 💔.

Jay ❤️ : Man I cant even front you got some explaining to do like ion een know if I wanna see you tonight still that shit is sum else.

Me : Tonight i'll explain just please don't give up after one little situation man especially over him.💔😩

Jay : Little situation ? Him ? See yeah tsd it ain't little and definitely ain't ova dude it's all about communication and honesty which is sum you don't got 💯

Me : Ight ... 💔 smh if you care enough to let me explain you'll be outside at 8:00.

She ain't even text back I can't front tears started to come down my eyes. This nigga Kelvin just needs to leave me the hell alone , I'm tired of this shit I swear if I lose the one person who makes me forget about what I got going on and the one person that makes me happy things ain't gon end good. I just end up sleeping to just numb these feelings off my shoulders. I wake up look at my phone it's now going on seven , I don't see not one text from Jay. I figured I'm not going to double text either and stopped feeling hurt cause at the end of the day I know I haven't did nothing wrong at all.

I end up FaceTiming Nyla luckily she picked up.

Nyla : hey boo wassup