No Clue

November 16, 2018

     My eyes screwed me over right as I opened my eyes. Light beamed through my eyelids intensely. I felt safe, though. I could tell Vinny had stayed the night to take care of me. His warm arms were draped around my waist. He does this when he is especially worried about me. Not only did I hit my head, but my best friend had been murdered. She was his friend, too. And all he did was take care of me. He was too good to me.

     I slid out of his arms. My bladder was begging me to do so. Although Vinny was being sweet and perfect, I did not want to pee my pants in my bed. It was not a good thing to do when you're in your bed with your lover. I learned that lesson. 

     As I stood up, the room started spinning. I fell back onto the bed heavily. This shook Vinny awake violently. "Lexi! Are you okay?!"

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just need to go to the bathroom, but the room is spinning when I stand." He took a deep breath. Relieving himself from the worry. 

"Let me help you, babe." The way he hopped out of bed so quickly warmed my heart. Vinny would always care for me whenever I needed it. Even when I was on my period. He wanted me to feel comfortable. 

      Vinny pulled me off the bed and I instantly fell in his arms. I hugged him and started crying. "I'm sorry. I just can't get her out of my head." Something triggered it. I don't know what. It seemed these three days have been the worst of my life. I always thought I would get to force Kelly and I's kids to be best friends. We wanted to be those best friends. 

"Shhhh, just let it out." Vinny held me tighter than I hugged him. He stroked my hair so gently and would kiss the top of my head. Him being quite a bit taller than me helped with the smoothness that he did this. 

      We stayed like that for an hour. I remember when I woke up and when our hug ended. I giggle, "I don't know how I didn't just pee my pants." He returned with his soft chuckle. I remembered that giggle for days after. Knowing he had a smile on his face cured my sadness instantly. 

      Vinny helped me to the bathroom. I looked like a baby deer. My legs didn't seem to want to work. It was insane how much one bump on the head could do. I clearly had some sort of brain injury.

     After my trip, most literally, to the bathroom, I laid back in bed. It felt good. The room wasn't spinning while I laid down. I got to snuggle with Vinny and my worries faded away. Yes, they were still there. Kelly was still dead and murdered, I had to wake up tomorrow to go and talk about my final moments with her, and my head ached every second. 

     I fell asleep gently in Vinny's arms. It was warm and safe. It felt good to finally have this feeling. 

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     I woke up to the smell of bacon and eggs. It didn't seem like morning. I noticed Vinny wasn't next to me. I panicked. The last time someone I loved left me, she was killed hours later. My heart began to race. I sat up and I wasn't as dizzy as I was earlier. I checked the time on my phone. 11:58 AM. I rushed out of the room as quickly as I could.

      To my surprise, Vinny was out in the kitchen making breakfast. He turned around and smiled brightly, "And the princess finally woke up." I couldn't move. Not a surprise, though. I just stared at him. I saw his smile fade and we both knew what was happening. To think about losing him as well killed my heart. 

      He immediately stopped scrabbling the eggs and ran over and hugged me. Hugs were the only thing that could help me unfreeze. Especially coming from Vinny. This guy I chose everyday. I wanted to continue to choose him. "Marry me." I instantly regretted those words. 

"I think that's supposed to be my job to ask that." He giggled and smiled his classic goofy smile. "Of course I'll marry you." He cupped my cheeks and I wrapped my arms around his abdomin. Our bodies pressed close together. Vinny gently placed his lips on mine and we kissed a magnificent kiss. It was like the stars finally aligned. 

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