IM GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU

BREAKING NEWS

LISA POV

I wake up when sunlight hit my face, such a beautiful morning in new year! I excitedly said. I stand up from my bed and goes to my bathroom to do my morning routine, after done with anything, i take my phone and take a beautiful picture from my room, as i opened my Instagram account, i went shock.
My newsfeed full with such a breaking news!

DISPATCH , 1ST JANUARY 2019

Kim jongin , kai from exo are spotted having a hot date together yesterday , with a member of BLACKPINK , kim Jennie. They were holding hand tightly and Kai was seeing fetching Jennie at one of a Korean restaurant near SM building.

SM ENTERTAINMENT , 1ST JANUARY 2019

We confirmed that Kai and Jennie (BLACKPINK) are dating, Kai explained that they're having a relationship a few weeks ago when both of them were in Paris for some events

I sighed and just look up at my ceiling "does she really date him?" As long as i want to think positively, I can't, we can see already that Kai's company already confirmed it. Actually, me and Jennie are in relationship since 2018 , not officially since sajangnim would yelled at me and Jennie, it's would bring the company reputation to fall down, i guess. Rosè and Jisoo know about me and Jennie that having a secretly relationship.
"Does she already see this news yet?" I asked myself. Suddenly, my door knocked by someone.
"Come in" i said.
Rosè come and close the door. She bring 2 glass of hot chocolate  with her and sit next to me . "Guess you really need this right now" she give me. I take a glass of hot chocolate and put it at my table. I smile sadly but guess she know me. "You read the news already?" She put her glass at my table. I nodded as i don't want to open my mouth. "Well, I'm really upset right now lisa, that's the real reason she always going anywhere late night? Not because of meeting her school friends?" Rosè start to speak a lot. "Rosè...." I speak and take a sip of my hot chocolate. "SO UNBELIEVABLE" she rolled her eyes. Seems like she's upset than me right now. I just faking my smile. When we talk, another knock can be heard. "Come in" rosè simply said. Jisoo came. "Did you just cried?" Rosè asked Jisoo that have a red face on her. Well, we know when she cried, her face turned red and her eyes becomes red. She didn't say anything instead giving me a tight hugs. "Hope you're okay Lisa, you're strong , i know" she hug me really tight. When she hugs me, i feel my tears falling down "im weak unnie, really" i cried myself at jisoo's shoulder. Rosè hugs me and jisoo and try to comfort me. "It's hurt unnie" i cried more. They didn't speak a word, instead hugging me more  tightly. Suddenly, we heard living room door are opened. "She's back, what you gonna do?" Rosè said. "Please tell her im tired and i need some rest and nobody could enter my room" i said , wiping my tears. Jisoo seems really sad , I don't know why , she stand up and goes straight to her room. Rosè sighed as she see Jisoo like that. "If you need anything, just text me or Jisoo" rosè said before leaving closing the door.

I hear that Jennie was about to open my room's door before rosè blocked her way.
"She need some rest unnie" rosè said
"Why? Is she tired?" Jennie said worrying
"Really tired. She don't want anyone to come in her room" rosè politely said
"Ahh, okay but if she need anything, tell me, i would prepare for her" she said.
"Okay" rosè said

Both of them leaving my door and that i started to lock my door and cried while hugging my legs. "Why jen? Why?" I cried.

AN:

see? Totally different but i swear this one gonna be more amazing
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