IM GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU

mixed feelings

JISOO POV
it's my 5th day here and also it's my last day here , and my day before were really really tiring. I didn't get enough sleep nor enough foods for my body energy. So today , there's no event and im free to walk around and buy something for the members. I decided to walk around the city first with Maeng . We go early so we won't get caught by paparazzi and avoid meeting fans , for my privacy. I'd like to meet my fans but still i need my own privacy. "Nice weather yahoooo" Maeng said sounds exciting. I just laughing. Maeng really close to all members so no doubt when she with me together. Even sometimes she will sleep at our dorm. "Did you inform our manager?" I asked , she nodded while eating candy. (Ssour candy) "glad then , i dont want he call us when we enjoy the 1 day break today" i said. She slap me "damn im so agree. He's annoyed but I'd love him because he treat you guys really well" she said again. Both of us start laughing.

SKIP TIME
JENNIE POV
Im now here at Chanel store . Looking for a new handbag , and of course My bae with me. She bought me a lot of things , necklace , makeup things , foods and other. Lisa never let me bring anything , she don't want me to drag the shopping bags all over the way we going to parking lot. So i let her , dont wanna make any scene. "Babe , which one you prefer? This or this?" I ask her as I don't have any idea which one should i take , black or white. Both of it looks really pretty and cool. "Both of it looks pretty" she said. "I know right." I pouted. "Then just take both of it" she suggest. I sigh and laugh. "Haist" she then come closer and hugs me. "Take it , i will---" "pay for you" i said what she always say whenever we outing. She then smile and kiss my forehead many times. "Your girlfriend is so sweet ma'am" the seller said smiling. "Yeah" i replied back. They didn't know that me and Lisa because we hides our face. Lisa use black hoodie , mouth mask , cap , jogs pant , and put her hair inside the hoodie so she won't get noticed. Even her bangs can't be seen. While me? I use a black oversized shirt , glasses and mouth mask , together with a necklace with letter "L". "Tell her that you want to get both of it" she whispered again. I nodded. "I will just get both of this then" i said. She nodded and take the handbags and bring it to the counter . We paid it and left the store.

Once we arrive at parking lot , Lisa unlock the car and put the shopping bags at the back seat , she then open the door for me before entering the driver seat. "Fuhh it's so hot" she said while taking of the cap , mouth mask. She really hot because she sweat a lot. I take tissues in my bag and wipe it. I smile "looks so hot babe" i said. She smile back and kiss my lips. I responded. After about 40 second fighting with our lips , i stopped . "It's will be more than kiss later on" i said. She just laugh. She start the engine and drive away.

JISOO POV
it's been about 9 hours me and Maeng spending whole day in cinema, shopping mall , best place to relax ourselves while looking at the beautiful scenery and of course foods festival that been held once every year. Don't wanna denied that me and Maeng eat a lot because so many delicious foods that we see. "I think I'm really full now , let's back to hotel and sleep" Maeng suggest. We get up from our seat and goes back to the car. My personal driver greet us and ask which destination will we be. I told him that we going back to hotel.

SKIP SKIP SKIP
Once we arrive at our room , Maeng clear her face and wear face mask to get more vitamin for her skin. While me? I looking at beautiful city . "What time it is?" I ask. "9 pm?" She replied while watching movie at the tv. "Woah we really spend 11 hours straight today" i shocked. "From 10 am till 8pm is it?" She laughed. I shake my head and check my phone. I thought that Lisa will send me message. "Did lisa text you?" I asked Maeng. "Yeah ,but just asking how we're doing" she said focusing on the movie. I nodded. Then i got a notification from her.

Lis💗: hey , how's day?🧐
Me: hey , well tiring but i enjoy it. Hbu?
Lis💗: well , still the same. Not tired at all.
Me: awww
Lis💗: yeahh...
Me: liss
Lis💗: hm?
Me: i will be fly to Korea back later since i have no events to attend.
Lis💗: rosè just texted me that she wanna stay here at my apartment.
Me: aren't you in Jennie's house ?😅
Lis💗: nah nope , she stay with me here. Well when your flight to Korea?
Me: ohh , well I'll be arrive there maybe at 12midnight ?my flight will be at 11pm later. I don't have any events. Some events are cancelled due to staffs problem.
Lis💗: wae? What happened?
Me: well , idk , i heard that they don't have enough staffs
Lis💗: well okay then , see you tomorrow 😍
Me: okieeee😝
Lis💗: 😉😉

I put my phone down , so Jennie staying with her? Why did i become so worry then? Are they already in good terms? I sigh. "Waeyo? Have problems?" Maeng ask as i sigh and my face look little bit worry , i guess. "Nah im good" i said laying myself at the bed. "Aren't you should sleep? We might be late if you won't getting up later" i said since Maeng is sleepyhead girl. "I'll sleep during the flight" she said . I nodded and close my eyes.

SKIP TIME
well , it's 10pm and we're here at airport , we check in early so we could just waiting here at the airport and avoiding having a really hard traffic jam since the airport always active and many people going anywhere. While waiting , i check my social media and scroll the newsfeed. Something caughted my attention , it's Jennie's post .

Her caption; "cold outside and hot inside , have a goodnight Blinks 💛👀"
With her picture using a pajamas

Well, she really at Lisa's house then. It's Lisa's bed , Lisa's pajamas. I don't know why but i seems really upset about this. I hold my breath for a second and breath it our , slowly. I get out from my social media and shake my head. No jisoo , you can't overthinking , Lisa and you have nothinh afterall. I check my phone and it's almost 11pm. "Where's Maeng?" I ask one of my bodyguard. "Oh she's having a call , will be back later" he said. I nodded. Minutes after she come. "Let's get in lines before everyone did" she said. We get up and bring our luggage , Our CEO told us to use the VIP gate but i denied. I want to see people and get in lines together. Unlike VIP gate section, it's too bored , quiet . So I'd prefer using the gate which all people use.
"Korea im coming!!!" Maeng shout. She might miss Korea a lot. Same to me , but , idk i miss Lisa more.

A/n: sorry guys , won't able to upload a picture here , my connection is weak . Im so sorry , but i hope when you read this , you could imagine what Jennie post there hehehe. And also ,pls don't take this seriously okay? I luv you guys

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Gudnite💜