IM GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU

Mrs. Kim

MOONBYUL POV
after sending Jennie to her house , i directly back to my home. I take a bath and chilling at the living room. I take my phone and text Jisoo.

Me: hey
Jisoo💗: hey there ... Sorry about what happened and sorry for ruining the lunch today😔
Me; hey hey , it's okayy... Well , how's Lisa?
Jisoo: she's getting better.. btw , thanks for the beautiful necklace , i already wear it .. you choose the best one🤭
Me: 😝😝 well , it's Moonbyul's style... I thought you will hate it🧐
Jisoo: well , I didn't hate it , unless if you give me something weird🙄
Me: example?🤔🤔
Jisoo: 💰🍬 , but I accept 🍗🍗🍗 😂
Me: awww you want chicken? I can order it for you..😳😳
Jisoo: well , Lisa already told me to use her money to buy it.. maybe next time ksksksk.
Me: oh 😅 okay...
Jisoo; well , have a goodnight , need to take care of Lisa now👋
Me: okay ! Take care of yourself too!

She didn't reply me back. I put my phone on the table and sigh. "Is it wrong to fall in love with her?" I look at the movie that are now fighting over a girl. "It's will turn out like this then" i faking my smile. "Time to move on Byul"

LISA POV
i checked my phone wondering if Jennie will reply me. But nope.. "where are you? It's already late" i mumbled. *Knock! Knock* "come in" , Jisoo bringing 2 cups of tea? Or coffee idk and give one for me while the another one is for her own. She sit beside me and drinking her drinks. "Chu" i said looking at her. She looked at me and make a 'what' look. "You haven't answer my question yet" i said drinking mine. "Which one" she asked. "will you be my girlfriend?" She shocked and drink her coffee back. "Well , that uhh...." She silent and looking at her cup. I hold her hand and she look at me back. "Aren't ready? Pity of Jennie?" I sigh and smile. "Well , it's not that.... Did Jennie texted you? Did she talk about her and Mino? What if , what if it's a lie?" She said worriedly. I shake my head. "I don't think it's a lie now , even Mr. Yang wanted them to be together" i sigh. She hold my hand and caressing it. "You know , Mr. Yang is a money lover.. he will do anything if he really need the money" she said smiles back. "Hmm" i put my coffee on the small table beside my bed. "Let's be mature here.. i promise, if one day you both really break up , then yes, I'll try to love and open my heart for you" she explained. "But aren't you said you love me?" I said in confusion. "Yes , i did love you , but I don't know Lisa , you always make me confused withh my own feelings. And guess what? When i was arrived from the Dior event, i planning to tell you that i want to be your girlfriend , but guess It's not the right time to tell" she said looking at the ceiling. I silent for a while. Then i hugs her. "Im sorry" i said , she let go the hugs and look at me. "Why? I mean for what?" She asked me , her eyes full with questions , worries. "Sorry for wasting your love, i thought she would ne change , but im wrong" she smile again and hugs me. "It's okay , now let take everything slowly , I don't need you to rush , when Jennie tried to explain , listen to her first , don't dare to shout or scold her , remember she's our member and also your unnie" she said caressing my forehead. "Now sleep , I'll just call my mum" she said getting up from the bed. "Wait" i shouted as she about to leave. She get closer and i kiss her cheeks. "Silly" she laugh and closed the door. "I love you" i whispered once she get out from the room.

JENNIE POV
i wake up as i feel dizzy. "Wtf im drinking yesterday" i mumbled while yawning. "Ma'am , your mum is here , thought she would stay there any longer" my maid said looking nervous. Oh crap! I quickly get up from my bed and went downstairs. She's sitting on the couch and oh looking so serious. I slowly walk towards her as she sees me. I sit and the maid give me a cup of tea. My mum sip the tea and put it back on the table. She glared at me. Oh lord help... "I heard you're with Mino now" she said sounds serious. I nodded and didn't talk a words. Is this because of that old dick man?" She's raise her voice. "N-no?" I gulped. "THEN WHY JENNIE? WHHY???? IS LISA NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU? I ALREADY AGREE WITH BOTH RELATIONSHIP! I TRUST LISA MORE THAN OTHER MEN! I WANT HER TO MAKE MY DAUGHTER HAPPY! WHY MINO? BEFORE KAI AND NOW MINO? JENNIE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU?"  She shouted. My maids all looking at me and my mum , theu didn't dare to speak a word nor back up me , they all know how scary if my mum if she's upset. "Tell me the truth or left the company" she threating me. I silent again and looking down. "SPEAK JENNIE" she raise her voice "i signed it" i burst into tears. "S-s-igns what?" She looked at me suspiciously. "The Agreement" i sobbing. "What it is about!?" She tried to control herself again. "Date that man or BLACKPINK will disband! I don't want the members face the problems! I don't want them to waste their career! Imagine rosie fly all over from Australia to here just to become a successful singer? Imagine Lisa comes all over from Thailand to here? To be the most powerful dancer in music industry?? Imagine Jisoo trained for years ? To become the most beautiful and talented singer? Visualits ? If I don't agree , we might stop here mum. We don't even have a full album! Just in 2 years we will officially disband! The three haven't get their solos either! It's unfair mum" i shout while crying. My maids comes near me and comfort me. "Why won't you tell them!?" She replied me not giving a pathetic looks. "BECAUSE it's for their benefits!" I cried again. "Ma'am , i think better to talk about this at the other time , please?" One of the maid begging my mum to stop. "We will surely talk about this jennie" she said getting up from the couch and goes directly to her room. "You should tell Lisa the truth". My maid said looking at me and wipes my tears. "Rest and talk to Lisa Tomorrow" another maid said. I nodded amd and smile to all of them. "Thank you" i hugs all of them before going to my room to relax myself.