IM GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU

"i love Jisoo"

JENNIE POV
im now in the car having my breakfast . Im going to meet Lisa today and wanna tell her  everything. Im getting out early afraid that Lisa might go anywhere since i haven't text her. I've seen her message but i didn't reply her.  I don't want this to end. I'll try to tell everything and fix it. After about 50 minutes with fast speed , i finally arrive in from of her gate. I get out from my car and ring the bell doors. Minutes later , Jisoo shown up. "Huh? Why is she here? Is rosie here too?" I ask myself. "Jendeuk?" She look at me with shocked face. She quickly run towards me . "What are you doing here? She might scold you if she know! Go back now" she whispered. "No unnie , i need to tell her something.. it's really important , please let me in?" I begged. "Noo Jendeuk... Im so sorr---" "who's there?" Lisa shouted. "Bring your guest inside, it's cold out there" she shout again. Jisoo sigh and open the gate for me. "Don't say i didn't warn you" she whispered. "Hi there ! How are------ jen? What the fuck are you doing here!?" Lisa raise her voice. "Chill Lisa , she have something to explain" jisoo tried to comfort her.

"EXPLAIN? WHY WOULD I NEED THAT!??? I DON'T FUCKING CARE!" she push me and told me to leave. Jisoo slapped her cheeks make her stop. "Enough Lisa! Let's her explain!" Jisoo shouted. My tears just flowing on my cheeks as i see how mad is she. "Jennie , talk to her" jisoo said leaving me and Lisa alone. "I'll go upstairs" she said walking away. Lisa glared at me and told me to sit , so i did . "Wtf it is?" She said seriously. "About me and Mino" i gulped. "You wanna say you're not with him? But then you did!?" She raise her voice. "N-no!" I shout back. "Me and Mino didn't date each other! It's just a fake news! Mr. Yang told the Reporters to write anything as a fake news, he did planned everything" i explained. Lisa silent for a while and look at me. "Why would i trust you" she getting up from her seat but gladly i stopped her. "You should... Im your girlfriend remember?" "A girlfriend? Yes you were" she said again. "Please , im not finish yet" i begged her. "Alright alright" she sighed and sit back. I started to explain from the start till the last to her.

"Why would you agree with it then" she asked. "Im afraid that you guys will be back to your own place and waste your time training and leaving your family since teenager years." I said looking down. She looked at me back and sigh. "i forgive you" she said makes me happy. "But" my smile fade away. "but?" "But let's just discontinue our relationship , i don't want to get hurt again at the same time I don't want you to get hurt. "but w-w-why?" I said and my tears start to fall down again. "It's because" she silent.
"Why lisa? Why? Tell me!" I shouted..
"It's because i love Jisoo now!"
"I dont want you to get hurt Jennie , i don't want to give you a fake hopes , I don't want to make you cry soon when you know im not loving you just like i did before. I hope you understand" she explained. I quickly get up from my seat and walk away from her leaving her behind , i get out from the house and drive away to somewhere else. She didn't chase me , but Jisoo did. "JENDEUK!!!! COME BACK NOW!" jisoo said shouting while running as fast as she can to chase my car , but i drive too fast and she left behind.

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JISOO POV
"JENDEUK!!!!! COMEBACK NOW!!!" I shout and run as fast my as i can , but Lisa stopped me from behind and hugs me. "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE THIS TIME!?" i shouted. "I just told her the truth" she firmly said. "ABOUT WHAT?" "About me in love with you" she simply said. "She need to learn accepting the fact that im not able to love her like i always did before. I don't want her to get hurt whenever she found out that I didn't love her" she explained. I sigh as I don't know what else should i say or what else should i do. I quickly get inside her home again.
"Rosè? Can you find Jennie , im afraid she might be missing again" i called rosè.
"Why? What happened unnie?" She said on the call..
"I'll explain it once you found her" i said hang up the call.
I shake my head and tried to understand what actually happened. I'd tried to understand the situation. I tried to call Jennie but she won't pick up. I texted her but she didn't reply me.
"Cmoon jennnn" i saidas i tried my 40th calls. Still no one pick it up. I looked at Lisa that also tried to call Jennie as i told her to do so. "She won't pick up" she said sighing.
"If i lie , she will be hurt , if i tell her my real feeling, she will hurt too. What should i do ? If there anything i can do to let her understand my actual feeling?" Lisa said and start to blame herself. "It's not your  fault! You just tell her at the wrong time" i said as i tried to call her for the 44th times. I then call rosè to know if she already find Jennie , but sadly , still it's a 'no'.