IM GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU

ENDING OF US

JENNIE POV

It's 5pm already yet i didn't see Lisa get out from her room, she even skip her lunch today, and im a bit worry. So i decided to bring a meal for her. With a tray and foods on it, i  knocked her door and yes, it's opened. Her face looked really tired but she manages to smile. "did you cried babe?" U asked when i see her eyes comes smaller and red. "Nah, it's just im too tired" she smiled . "Hm okay? So here is your food since you didn't joined us eating our lunch today and happy new year babe" i hugged her. She didn't hug me back but she smile instead. She pick the tray and start eating food that i prepared for her. "Jen" she said while chewing the pork in her mouth. I look at her and smile. "Yes?" "Do you really love me? Did you have any secret that I didn't know before?" She firmly said makes me nervous. "Err. .. babe , why asking questions like that? Of course i love you and as we promise before, we will never have a secret between each other." I calmly said. She nodded.

After done eating, she finally going out to living room with me. Me and Lisa watching tv together and I can't help but to cuddle with her. "I miss you so much" i kissed her cheeks and hugs her tightly. She kissed my forehead but her face looked sad. "Something disturbing babe?" I asked her and pinch her cheeks. "Nope" she said and hugs me.
Rosè show herself from kitchen and bringing instant noodles followed by Jisoo that bringing a cup of water.
"You're not on diet rosè?" I asked her as i shocked when she bring 2 cups of Malaysian instant noodles (MANGGI KARI)

|| Idk if the spelling is correct but that noodles were tastes good i swear ||

"Nah, as long as i didn't eat any rice this week, it's okay but please don't tell our manager" she whispered makes me laughed..
I see Jisoo keeps staring at Lisa and it's actually annoyed me.
I sit properly and continue watching the movie. "Can we go out tonight?" Jisoo start a conversation between all of us. Rosè and Lisa both nodded as they support Jisoo suggestion. "Ahmm, sorry guys bu-" when i was about to tell them my reason, Jisoo cutted my words and makes an okay look. Lisa looks disappointed but she just nodded and smile. While rosè just sighed. "You've been so busy these past few days, something to do?" Rosè asked me. I gulped and thinking that they might caughted me cheating on Lisa and im super sure they gonna hate it. "Well, you know, Chanel organise lots of events this year, so yeah" i make my reason.
Lisa held my hand and bring me to her room

LISA ROOM

"Jen we need to talk about us" she firmly said.
"Sure babe, what is it?" I asked
"What if we end our relationship?" She suddenly said.
I was shocked, totally shocked when she said that, well never heard she would say anything like that.
"But why?" I asked confusion.
She opened her phone and showed me a dispatch news.
"How can you lied jennie?" She cried
I don't know what to say because im still shocked, tears falling down because it is unbelievable. How can they caughted me and kai? I asked myself.
"Look lis, i can ex-"
"Nah, no need jen.. let's just end this" she sighed. "Now you may leave" she opened her door and push me out her room before she closed it.
Jisoo and rosè both look at me with a sad face paint on their face, they look so disappointed.
"Im sorry guys, I  didnt mean to cheat on her" i cried when i realised Lisa and me have nothing special besides friendzone only, but still, have no idea if she want me as her friends.
Rosè just nodded same to Jisoo.
"Goodnight guys" i said leaving Jisoo and rosè alone. I closed my door, goes straightly to my bed without removing my makeup.
I just stared at my room ceiling when i heard my phone buzzing

BLACKPINK FOREVER YOUNG

flowerofrosie_:
Guys, guess we would cancel our plan tonight?

trulyrabbitturtlekimsoo:
Sure, let just make it for another day

psyduckrio_lisa:
Good Idea

I didn't reply and just put my phone besides me until i fall asleep