IM GIVING UP ON LOVING YOU

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LISA POV
"Yes" . When she said that , my world stop. I quickly park my car near the 7Eleven and look at her. "Are you drunk?" I ask her to make sure what she said again. Suddenly , her tears fall down , "you said you love me right" she said , crying. "O-o-of course!" I tried to understand her. "Why are you asking?" I ask again. "Then why don't you just say yes? I want you Lisa i really want you!" She hugs me tightly. I think my shirt  wet because of her tears. "Why you lied lis why?" She said crying. I still dont know what's happening. I hugs her back and comfort her. "What happened actually?" I said looking at her. She still crying , tears couldn't stop flowing. She silent for a while. "You love her right?" She look away. "Love who chu???" I said making our eyes connected. "JENNIE!" she said crying again. She about to leave the car when i stop her. "Look chu ,i can explain!" I said not letting her go. She slap my cheeks so i can let her go , but no , i still holding her hand tightly. "Slap me as many as you want , I won't let you leave the car , It's fucking cold and you're far away from the house and you don't know yet if you're secure out there! Sasaeng might got you!" I said hugging her tightly. She tried to push my hugs but guess im strong enough for this. "JERK!" she said and slapping me again. "Chuuuu , waiit" i said holding her face. After some minutes , she calm back. "Look chu , yes i do love you more than anything , but I don't know chu , I don't confident with my own feeling , im afraid i hurt you , I'm afraid I can't love you like I've promised. Remember you said , promise are meant to be broken? Im afraid ,  for that chu , besides me and Jennie are not in good terms before , I don't want rosie or other people think i use you to move on. Because i don't want you become the victim here , in my situation" i explained. She look at me. "Then why don't you go for another girl? Why must it be Jennie again lis?" She continues crying. "It's because........." "You wanted to give her a chance? To break you again? Is that?" She cut my words. "Jisoo....." "What? It's true then!" She said about to get out , but i lock the door. "I love you okay! I love you more than i love Jennie! I did it all because her mum ask me to!" I said again. She look at me "such a liar!" She said again. "Don't talk to me for meantime Lisa" sje said unlocking her door and leave me , later on , a black Hyundai car , own by Jisoo's brother. Jisoo and his brother leave me after she entered the car. "FUCK FUCK FUCK!" I punch the steering car (how to say ha?) "What have you done now manoban!! Im stuck again!!!!!" I shake my own head. Suddenly i got a call from Jennie.

On call!

Jen: baby?
Me: yes jen?
Jen: where are you? I've missed you
Me: on my way back to my house.
Jen: can you buy me vanilla ice cream? Please?
Me: sure , wait there.

She hang up the call. I drive away. While on my journey , someone call me back.

Me: helo?
??: Hello Lisa , it's me , Seulgi. I got your number from Rosie.
Me: ohh hi seul! Well , what can i help?
Seulgi; oh , my members wanna have a dinner with you and the members tonight , i already asked rosie and Jisoo. They said yes. Well , will you come too?
Me: uhoh of course! When?
Seulgi: 8:30 pm later? At xxxxxxxxxxxx.
Me: oh okay
Seulgi: btw , tell Jennie too , i already called her but she won't pick up , she might be busy.
Me: arraseooo

I hang the call and luckily i arrive at the store that won't far away from my apartment. I quickly buy the ice cream and drive to my apartment. Jennie already waiting for me at the gate. After i arrive , i give her the ice-cream and she jump excitedly. "Thank you baby" she said kissing me , i replied her with a smile. Both of us enter my apartment and sit on the couch . She enjoying her ice-cream while watching tv. While me spacing out because of what Jisoo's said earlier. "Lalisa back to the earth!" Jennie shouted and sit on my lap. "Heyyy" i said kissing her cheeks. "Something happen? Seems like something disturbing you" she said worrying. "Heyyy im good baby... And yeah later we will have our dinner with Red Velvet members. You wanna join?" I ask. "Sure! I wanna meet Irene so bad" she said pouting. "Aigo aigo" i said pinching her nose. We kiss each other and she lay above me while watching movie together. Later on , i hear someone snoring and it's Jennie. "So cute" i said while caressing her hairs. "I love you" i said. "Love u too" she replied. Both of us fall asleep , tv haven't turn off yet , her ice-cream still on the table.

SKIP TIME
8:30PM
NOBODY POV
BLACKPINK and RED VELVET  are now enjoying their dinner together , they shared lot of stories. Jisoo there but she didn't talk to Lisa , even a word. Same goes to Lisa. All of them doesn't know what happen, they also didn't noticed the situation. Whenever Jisoo or Lisa tell a story , one of them might be listening , but didn't dare to ask a question like everyone does. After spending about 1 hour eating together , they decided to go home. "Thank you for the foods guys" Jisoo said. "No problems ,meet you guys soon!" Wendy wave at them. They wave at each other . "Byyeeee" irene and other members said. They leave and now it's just BLACKPINK members.
"Well see you soon!" Rosie said once she see her sister's car. "Okay take care" lisa and other said. Later on , Jisoo's brother come , "bye jendeuk , bye lisa" Jisoo smile and enter the car. After all gone ,jennie hugs lisa. "Im tired" "let's go now" Lisa said. In their journey back to Lisa's apartment , Jennie fall asleep. "Againn" Lisa sigh. "Might be really tired" she said caressing Jennie's cheeks.