After lunch, Mother suggests Emmanuel and I take a walk around the gardens. Emmanuel holds his arm out and I take hold of it, my hand fitting snugly in the crease of his arm.
“Miss Kempston,” He begins.
“Please.” I interrupt, “Do call me Eloise.”
“Then you must call me Emmanuel.”
“Of course.” I agree, my eyes on the path ahead of us.
“Eloise,” He starts again, “It seems as though you really like horses. I, myself, am a champion rider. I am currently holding five trophies.”
“Congratulations. That is a big achievement.” I attempt to smile, all the time trying not to yawn.
Already, I am ever so bored. I wonder what Damon is doing?
Emmanuel continues, “What do you think of our betrothal?”
“I have not had much time to think about it.” I state truthfully, “Mother informed me last night. It was most shocking.”
“Yes, I suspect it would be. I learned of the matter three weeks ago, on my twentieth.” Emmanuel tells me as we stroll through the garden.
What is Damon doing, I wonder? I reach up and pluck a pink flower, inhaling it's aromatic scent.
I look up at Emmanuel, “Smell this. It has the most wonderful aroma.”
Emmanuel takes it from me, his fingers brushing against mine momentarily. I let my hand drop to my side, averting my gaze. I hear Emmanuel take a deep breath in.
After a few moments of silence, he speaks, “You are right. It smells exquisite, indeed. What are these flowers called?”
“I do not know, but they have grown every spring since I have been a child.” I look around myself at the lush garden with the healthy trees and luscious blades of grass and stone benches.
“Let's sit down for a while.” Emmanuel says, leading me to one of these stone benches. I sit beside him, my hands clasped on my thighs.
“You are very quiet.” He observes.
I sigh, “Forgive me, but I do not know you well. I do not mix well with strangers. It will be a few days before I feel comfortable around you and your mother.”
“I understand.” Emmanuel rests his hand over mine and brushes a stray strand of hair away from my face. I look away instantaneously. Emmanuel withdraws, “Oh, I am ever so sorry. You must think me so forward.”
“No, definitely not. Like I said, I do not feel comfortable around people I do not know well. You are not at fault in this.” I shake my head. Emmanuel seems convinced; he leans back, relaxed.
At that moment, Damon strolls into the garden, bearing a clipping tool.
“Damon!” I call to him, waving excitably. Damon smiles at me and then his eyes hover over Emmanuel.
He walks over to us, “Good afternoon. How are you, Miss Eloise?”
I frown, “Why are you addressing me so formally?”
Damon glowers at me.
“Oh! I mean, I am doing well, Damon. What are you doing out in the gardens?” I say hastily, biting my lip.
“There is a branch that needs clipping. Mistress Adeline says it is blocking her view of the village, so I am on my way to fix it.”
“Mother is fond of her view.” I risk a glance at Emmanuel, who seems puzzled to see me interacting with a worker so well, “Emmanuel, this is Damon. As Mother told you before, he is our footman but he and I are very close. Friends, of sorts.”
YOU ARE READING
Through My Eyes
Historical FictionSet in the late 18th century, this saga of love and betrothal envisions how girls of supposedly 'noble' families were lured into a marriage they do not necessarily want to be a part of. Seventeen year old Eloise is the daughter of a Duchess, a widow...