Fear- (noun) an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain or threat.
(Verb) Be afraid (someone or something) as likely to be dangerous, painful, or threatening.
Have you ever had something so horrendous happen to you? Something that could keep you scared for days on end? Have you ever been so afraid that you had to look under your bed just to make sure no monsters were lurking underneath? What about the feeling of being watched constantly, always having to look over your shoulder every time you went somewhere just to be sure no one was there? Trust me; it's not a pleasant feeling.
For the past few years, I have lived my life hiding my feelings, my fears, my insecurities, everything away from the people I love and adore. I hate living my life thinking that one day someone will snatch me up and take me away.
Maybe one day things will be different but for now, I will try to be the best daughter, sister, and friend to those around me. I want to be better for them, I just don't know how.
All I want is to have a normal life and be strong, fun, and seventeen. It's not really possible but it won't stop me from trying. Nothing was going to stop me from trying to be the person everyone wanted me to be.
All I had to do was let go of the past and move on to the future.
Easier said than done, when the past wants to come back and bite me in the ass every time I start to move forward.
I guess I'm just going to have to take it one day at a time and pray that my past and future don't collide together in a big way.
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