Rickysexual

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   "See! Ricky is still into Nini. I'm gonna answer" EJ said. EJ wanted to keep Nini safe because they were basically siblings. After the breakup with between Ricky and Nini, Nini was hurting and it was all Ricky's fault.

   "No!" his cousin said. She's been the sensible one out of the two of them.

   "You know what? I'm leaving. You shouldn't go snooping around in someone else's phone" She got out of the car and left. Ricky left a voicemail. EJ clicked on it; not knowing what to expect.

   "Hey, this is...Ricky. I wanted to say I'm sorry for breaking your heart. I just found something out and I didn't know what to do. Um...I'm gay...I didn't know how to tell you at the time and uh...I'm sorry again"

   EJ looked at the phone. He didn't know how to react. Ricky was gay and didn't like Nini after all. He set her phone down and left the school in a hurry. He had to apologize to Ricky. He just had to.

   The car felt suffocating. He rocked down his windows to get more air. His air conditioner wasn't cutting it.

   EJ stopped in front of Ricky's house. He waited and breathed in slowly, trying to ground himself. He got out and walked up to Ricky's house. Regretting even coming her he brought his hand against the door and knocked.

   Nothing. 
  
   He then rung the doorbell and Ricky came out. He had sweats on and a big sweater that he was literally drowning in. He looked so small. So cute...

   "Can I come in?" EJ asked. Ricky had a skeptical look. EJ doubted Ricky would even let him in until Ricky moved sided and let him through. He followed Ricky downstairs.

   "IcameovertoapologizeforhoI'vebeentreatingyou" EJ said all at once. He continued, "I'm sorry"

   Ricky was confused, "Why?"

   "Well, I thought you still liked Nini, but she told me you didn't" he lied at the last part. Ricky nodded and laid down. He seemed very tired for some reason. He had dark circles under his eyes. They really showed because of his light complexion.

   "Are you okay?" EJ asked. He sat in a chair across Ricky's bed, next to his desk. EJ glanced around Ricky's room. Ricky had guitars hanging up and pictures of his friends. There was this big teddy bear in the corner.

   "N-not really...Can I tell you something?" Ricky sat up and looked at EJ.

   "What is it?"

   Ricky sat up straighter and tried to build up his courage. He cleared this throat, "I like you. A-and I know you don't feel the same, but I just needed to get that off my chest" Ricky looked up at EJ. Trying to see his reaction.

   EJ got up and gave him a hug. It's not easy telling someone you like them. He was right about him not being able to feel the same. He was straight.

   EJ and Ricky became friends after that. Ricky was surprisingly good at dancing. Ricky said he's been practicing more after the incident with Nini. She got mad because he wasn't putting much effort in the musical so Ricky wanted to prove her wrong. So, after rehearsal EJ and Ricky would practice the dance moves together in Ricky's room.

   Big Red was shocked to see Ricky hanging out with EJ. And he was more shocked when EJ stopped hanging out with the jocks and started to hang out with them. Of course he still wore his bomber jacket to represent his team.

   Big Red was still skeptical of the new comer, but he saw how Ricky was getting better and would actually get sleep at night. If having to hang out with EJ meant Ricky would get better than he didn't mind. But he still kept an eye on EJ.

EJ began to think of Ricky more and more. At first, he thought maybe he was still shocked that a boy had a crush on him, but it wasn't that. He liked the idea that Ricky liked him. EJ would lay in bed and think about what Ricky had said to him the day he confronted him. It's not until he found out he liked Ricky back.

They were playing a game at Ricky's house because he had those cool bean bags. EJ had brought his gaming station and set it up in Ricky's room. They were playing and for some reason EJ caught himself staring at Ricky constantly. He also noticed how plump and pink Ricky's lips were; and how kissable they looked.

EJ left in a hurry and left his stuff there except his phone. Ricky was confused and he thought maybe he did something to upset him.

He stayed up all night and rethought his whole sexuality. He didn't think he was gay or straight. He liked Ricky and he just happened to be a boy, a really cute boy. He wanted to tell Ricky so bad that he liked him back. He was also scared that maybe he moved on and didn't have feelings for him anymore. If that's the case EJ might as well dig his own grave. He doesn't want to lose Ricky as a friend because ever since they started to hang out everything seemed different. In a good way. EJ was less stressed from the musical, sports, and his education. He felt so at peace when he would go over to Ricky's house and they would watch movies or even just to talk.

The next day EJ felt horrible for making Ricky worry so he decided to go to Ricky's house to say sorry.

"Ricky, can we um...talk" EJ sat beside Ricky on his bed. Ricky nodded, wondering what EJ wanted to talk about. He wondered why he left in a hurry the day before.

   "I-" EJ stared at Ricky's lips. He couldn't form the words of his mouth. He only thought about kissing Ricky at the moment. He forgot why he was even here. He placed his lips against Ricky's and placed his hands on Ricky's neck, trying to pull him closer. Ricky kissed back after a few moments trying to process what was happening. Ricky sat onto his lap and let EJ leave little kisses on his neck. EJ was enchanted. Ricky's skin was soft and he smelt like firewood and soap. EJ wanted more. He wanted to feel his skin against his. He wanted to consume Ricky whole. If he would let him.

   He stopped and stared at Ricky before him. Ricky stared back with his beautiful caramel eyes. A light blush running down his neck.

   EJ went back for another kiss. This time he was more needy. He let his hands roam underneath Ricky's shirt as he sucked on his neck. Ricky's soft groans filled the air. EJ wanted to make him scream. He bit down onto Ricky's neck causing him to moan loudly.

   "S-stop." Ricky pushed EJ away.

   "My dad will be home soon" Ricky explained. His hands gingerly placed on EJ's shoulder. EJ was looking at his work all over Ricky's neck. It was enough for now.

   EJ gave Ricky a small peck on his lips and laid on the bed so they could cuddle.

   "I'm sorry about yesterday" EJ whispered to Ricky. Ricky looked up and kissed him gently. "I found out I had feelings for you and I...I just needed to think about everything"

Ricky was quiet and listened to what EJ had to say. "I don't know what I am. I just know that I like you for you. So, I guess I'm Ricky-sexual" EJ said the lighten up the mood.

Ricky laughed at his childish joke and laid his head in EJ's chest to listen to his heartbeat. It was calming.

   He wanted to stay like this forever.

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