✘broke pockets, broken heart

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sorry it's been a while....my bad
i've been busy and also had no motivation lo siento
here's a long chapter as an apology lmao

my badi've been busy and also had no motivation lo siento here's a long chapter as an apology lmao

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Billie's pov.

I feel so shitty.

I care about Leo a lot and I didn't mean to play with his feelings. I've just been so focused on Isla.

And now I'm confused because I don't know how to decipher my feelings. Leo has been there for me through everything and I know I feel something for him but I also feel something for Isla.

She makes me feel so...I can't even describe it. I just need to figure this shit out soon because I feel bad stringing any of them along...especially Leo.

He left last night after I told him how I felt and I don't blame him.

Right now I just got back from my interviews and meetings and I'm laying in bed while strumming my ukulele. I hear my phone vibrate and look down at the lit-up screen to see a text from Isla.

hey, are you busy?

no why?

okay hold up

huh?
Read 1:03pm

I furrow my eyebrows at the message before my bedroom door swings open causing me to jump.

"You scared the fuck outta me jebus," I yell as Isla walks through my door.

"I just wanted to see you scaredy-cat" she replies coming closer to my bed. "Who said I wanted to see you?" I ask mean mugging her with a hint of playfulness.

"Ouch. But I brought burritos. Oh well, I guess I'll have to eat them myself,"

"Bitch gimme," she rolls her eyes playfully at me before throwing the bag in my direction and hopping next to me on the bed.

"Wait hold on, I'm gonna use the bathroom real quick," she says before heading out the door. I shrug and grab one of the burritos before I hear a vibration. Thinking it's my phone I grab it from the bed only to read a text and realize it's Isla's.

Darius

Thanks for last night and letting me come over. It was fun. I hope I get to see you again <3

I furrow my eyebrows again in confusion. Darius? Isn't that who Isla fucked at the party where I met her? And the same guy I saw her with at the pool party?

What was she doing with him last night?

I feel jealousy arise from the pit of my stomach even though I know we're not even together. I know that it's also unfair since I was with Leo but we didn't even do anything remotely fun.

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