Childhood Memories (Chris Brown Fanfic)

Chapter 38

There's a bit of a trigger in this chapter sooo read with caution please.

Tiffany's pov:
Its been 2 weeks since the lockdown started and keeping the kids entertained is becoming hard. Right now Im holding Aeko trying to find Lyric, Chris and Roro. We're playing hide and seek. Aeko wouldnt let my thigh go so I decided to take him with me. "Where are they?" I asked. Aeko pointed to Chris's feet. I smirked. "Smart boy." I whispered to him. He smiled. "I wonder where they are. Go find daddy Aeko." I said setting him down.

Chris's pov:
   I could here his little feet running. He laughed coming towards me. "Awww man you got Lyric and I." I said. He continued to laugh. I came out from hiding and looked at Tiff. She was looking EXTRA good today for some reason. I licked my lips looking her up and down. She smirked then went to find Roro.

"Lets get a snack." I said to Aeko. I picked him up and brought him and Lyric to the kitchen. I set Aeko down. "Dont move." I said. I turned for two seconds and grabbed a bowl. I put some cereal in it and handed it to Aeko. I fed Lyric some as well.

Moments later Roro and Tiff came to the kitchen. "Where were you?" I asked. "Under your bed." Roro said. "Ahh." I said. "Mommy said she's coming to get me daddy." Roro said. "I know. Meme is coming to get Aeko." I said.

*time passes*

Mama J took Aeko to Ammika and Nia took Roro. Lyric is currently napping. Tiff is downstairs filming but I want pussy soooo Ima interrupt that. I walked downstairs and watched her for a second.

Tiffany's pov:
    I was doing a pregnancy clothing try on haul and Chris kept eyeing me. "Come here." I said. He walked over. "How does it look?" I asked. "Ion like it. Makes you look pregnant." He said making me laugh. "Im just playing babe. You look beautiful." He said. "Thank you bebe (a/n: Baby in spanish)" I said with a smile. I continued to show off my outfit while Chris watched me. He got up and wrapped his arms around me. "Turn that off..." He whispered. "No Chris..." I said. "Come onnnnnn babe. I want some pussy." He said. "No." I said.

He sucked his teeth and walked out. I rolled my eyes and finished the video.

*30 mins later*

I walked upstairs. I was tired. I dont know where Chris is but Im going to lay down for a bit after checking Lyric. I walked in the room and seen Chris rocking Lyric. I smiled softly.

Chris's pov:
    I looked up at Tiff. "I cant believe I got 3 kids and one on the way." I said. "Really?" She asked sitting next to me. "Yeah. I always thought I'd be a player... no babies. No baby mamas and alot of hoes." I said. She laughed and smacked my arm. "I knew I'd have kids in the future." She said. "For real?" I asked. "Yeah. I would take my dolls to my mom or dad and have them babysit while I "went to the store for milk" She said making me laugh. "I mean I wanted kids but after like 22 I was like nahhh never mind. Now I got kids." I said. "I cant wait for my other lil man to come out." I added.

"Me too, my everything hurts." She said. "Want me to give you a massage?" I asked raising my eyebrow. She looked at me. "What?" I asked. "No... ya definition of a "massage" is different from mine." She said making me laugh. "No its not." I said. "Chris..." She said. "Tiff.." I said. "I dont want a massage. Ima go take a bath." She said. She gave me a kiss and kissed Lyric's head then left the room.

*time passes*

I put Lyric down as she napped. She sleeps ALOT for a one year old. Roro barely slept when she was 1 and Aeko sleeps normally. Ion know.. maybe she got it from Tiff.

I walked into our bedroom and went to the closet. I started reaching up to grab something when a box fell. "Shit." I said. I leaned down and grabbed the box with papers. I stopped and looked at the papers. Some were little notes she had written to her mom. Important papers and such. Some were pictures of Tiff and I when we were little. Some were pictures of her mom. Some were pictures of her family and friends. But one caught my eye. It was a sonogram of a baby. It dated "2004" I looked at confused. It had Tiffany's name on it. 2004... thats.. 15 years old. Did she have a kid? Did she have an abortion?

I heard the bathroom door open so I quickly put the stuff back and put it up. I walked out the closet and looked at Tiff. "You okay?" She asked.

Tiffany's pov:
   He looked shocked. "Yeah Im good baby." He said faking a smile. "Ohh okay..." I said. I walked in the closet and got dressed. I looked down and noticed it was a small paper on the floor. I picked it up and smiled. It was a picture of my mom and I. I grabbed the box and put it back in. Wait.. why was it out the box? I put the box back up and walked out the closet.

Chris was on the bed watching a show. "Why were you in the closet?" I asked. "I was tryna find a lighter. I keep em high up so roro cant reach em." He said. "Mhmm..." I said. I sat next to him. "You good?" He asked. "Yeah..." I said.

Chris's pov:
   I dont wanna bring it up but its gonna bother me. I got up and walked to the closet. I grabbed the box and walked to her. "Why cant I see what's in here?" I asked and sat down on the bed with her.

*flashback*

"Babe chill its not that serious." I said. "YES THE FUCK IT IS! JUST PROMISE YOU WONT OPEN THIS BOX." She said. "Fine I wont." I said. "Im serious Chris." She said. "I promise Tiff." I said. I wonder why she dont want my ass looking in there....

*end of flashback*

"Uhhh there's just personal shit in there." She said. "Show me. We about to get married. I wanna know everything about my fiancée." I said. "No." She said. "Why not?" I asked. "Because no." She said.

Tiffany's pov:
"Okay so whats in it?" He asked. "Pictures of family, friends, us when we were little and notes to my mom." I said. I watched as he opened the box and took the one thing I didnt want him to see out. "So what's this?" He asked. "Why would you look through my shit?" I asked. "It fell and I picked it up and that happened to be the first thing I seen. Now what is it Tiffany?" He asked.

Chris's pov:
She sat there looking at me. "HELLOOOO TIFFANY!!?? What is it?" I asked getting frustrated. "Tiffany Nichole Smith. October 3rd, 2004. That would have made you 15 years old... WHAT IS IT?" I asked. "Tiffany did you have an abortion?" I asked. She stood quiet. "GOD DAMNIT TIFFANY WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!?" I yelled. "ITS A SONOGRAM! I WAS RAPED BY AT A PARTY AND GOT PREGNANT!!!" She yelled and started crying. My heart sank to my stomach. "I um...Im sorry." I said.

Tiffany's pov:
"Fuck your "im sorry" I asked you not to look at that shit yet you did anyway! How can I trust you now?" I asked. "Tiffany I..." He started but I cut him off. "You what!? You're sorry? I told you when we first started talking that there's things you dont know about me... for a reason Chris. You violated my trust.... again." I said. "Look Tiff, I was curious.. I fucked up again." He said. He looked down. "Did you have an abortion?" He asked.

"No.. I had a miscarriage at 2 months." I said. "Im surprised you never asked about the A on my hand." I said. "I thought it was an ex's initial thats why I didnt..." He said. He pushed the stuff to the side and hugged me. "Im sorry for looking through ya stuff and Im sorry for that shit happening to you." He said. "You're forgiven.." I said. "Did you get justice?" He asked. "Nope... my dad told me to keep it a secret. I was known as the slut who doesnt know her baby dad was." I said.

"I sometimes try to forget about them because I don't wanna cry but at times I cant forget them." I said. "You shouldnt feel the need to forget them. I know you were raped but that was still ya babygirl or babyboy. You would have been a great mom and you are a great mom. God does shit in weird ways. Shit happened in ya life because he knew you could handle it. They were taken from you because god knew you werent ready for a kid. Now look at you, 31 with 2 step kids, 1 kid of ya own and 1 on the way. Wherever A is, they're proud of you babe." He said.

I smiled slightly. "What did you name the baby?" He asked. "Anastasia if it was a girl and Aiden if it was a boy." I said. "Well Anastasia or Aiden is proud of you babe. For real." He said. "Im sorry again..." He said. "Its okay.. Im sorry for hiding it." I said. "Its fine. Just one thing..." He said. "What?" I asked. "No more secrets for real.. I try to be as honest and truthful with you can you do the same for me?" He asked. "Okay." I said. "Now lets watch a movie." He said.

After watching a movie, I made dinner. Once dinner was done, we sat down with Lyric and ate. My heart still hurts that he looked through my things but Im happy I told him my secret. V warned me about this. She said to tell him before someone else does. Unfortunately he found out on his own. After dinner, I bathed Lyric and rocked her to sleep then went to my room. I laid next to Chris who was already knocked out and slowly let tears fall. "Im sorry A...I wish I could have had you.. I love you." I whispered then closed my eyes and fell asleep.