March 24th 2020
Yesterday was chaotic that is all I am going to say XD. We has a very sweet and chocolaty breakfast then my mum and I went grocery shopping and I gut myself a Ben and Jerries. And well that was finished until 3pm but it was very tasty and exactly what I was craving. So I guess it was good and then I had a rather big dinner with my family.
Later at night I felt like working on my stretching again and that would conclude my quarantine day 9 or so. I guess it is indeed day 9. Seriously I do not know what to add more besides the fact that my weight gain is in the way of me moving and dancing the way I know I could. A bit depressing but it is alright I am working on it and that is what matters. Yes I had a couple of not so good days. A couple is good more like a bunch. Yeah that is all let us now move on to day 10.
Day 10. Better. Felt stronger. I had a horrible headache the whole day. literally since I woke up. I hated it. Tomorrow I have to be up early because I have an online english class to teach and I somehow forgot to prepare all the material that I need for tomorrow. It will be my first online class and we will see how it will go. Today was 80% healthy than I had a lot of salty chips for a snack after my 1pm breakfast. Breakfast was half an avocado with gluten free bread and one sunny side up was really tasty. Thank you for asking. other than that I have been talking to my friends almost the whole day. around 5 pm I went on a very short bike ride. It was max 20 minutes long. I also have to add that I hate cycling. You will never ever get me to a cycling class EVER. I hat it and those 20 or so minutes felt as too much after 10 minutes. So yeah. I haven't been running because it is always so late and I am afraid to leave the house. Since I live and grew up in the city I am used to a lot of light at night. But here in the country it is pitch black and I do not see anything if i move 2 steps away from the lantern. And yeah I do not like the dark especially when I know that there could be wolfs that I do not see because it is dark. I hope you get the problem I am in. I did some stretching today I can do my left and right split now I am working and improving on my middle splits. They have always been my most problematic. I somehow never managed to master them. But you will see I am coming for them and I will conquer them this time. I am thinking on starting to work on my back flexibility but it is kinda risky since I have light back problems from over stretching and over working it. We will see how that goes.
By the way my dinner was really healthy and tasty today.
I am so exited for tomorrow and I am exited for waking up early and doing my english class. We will see how that goes. I hope I manage to wake up and get all my books together and prepare properly.
goodnight sweetie you are doing great and thank you for reading.
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