Adopted by Magcon

Part 21

So yesterday was the worst, Taylor found my razors, and he hid them somewhere. Im so upset about it, I really didnt want him to find out. I stood up from my bed, and walked to my bathroom. As I looked in the mirror I started crying. I hate myself. I dont even want to look at myself ! I made a fist , slammed it against the mirror, and it broke into 1000 pieces. I sat on the ground, sobbing into my knees. "Noah? Are you okay?" I slowly stood up and opened the door. Cameron was standing there, with a worried look on his face. I needed him, I needed my 'dad' now. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him while crying into his chest. He slowly rubbed my back and whispered "Its going to be okay, baby." He said. I nodded my head and looked up while giving him a weak smile.

We went to the 'living room' of the hotel room and I sat on the couch with a blanket wrapped around myself. I turned on the tv and zapped to nickelodeon, to watch spongebob. I really enjoy watching spongebob, it always cheers me up. As something funny happened I started laughing quietly. I grabbed my phone and went onto twitter. I made a tweet that said 'spongebob is so much fun' and pushed the send button. Hate already coming into my mentions.

CAMS POV.
Me and the boys were in the other hotel room talking about Magcon. "Guys I think we need to go to a doctor with Noah.." I said while changing the subject. All their heads turned to me with questioning looks on their faces.
"The smash that we heard , was Noah. She slammed her fist in the mirror in the other room. " I sat down on the bed and sighed. "I want to be there for her, but she wont let me in, she wont talk to me about her fears." I stood up and walked towards the door. I opened it and walked out of the room. I went to Noah her room, when I walked in I found her fast asleep on the couch.
I carefully picked her up and laid her on the bed. I kissed her forhead and walked out of the room again, carefully closing the door, making sure I didn't wake her up.
Today is magcon, Ill make her go on stage, she will enjoy it.

NOAHS POV.
"Good afternoon baby" someone whispered in my ear and I slowly opened my eyes. Taylor was sitting next to me on the bed. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I felt numb, I didn't feel sad, I didn't feel anything. I stood up and walked to the bathroom, closing the door behind me and locking it.
I looked at the shattered mirror, what did I do?
You're crazy, they think you're stupid.
Anna go away please.
No its fun here, and I need to tell you something. I know you want to stop, but you cant go without harming yourself, you cant stop, because you cant and because you deserve it. You deserve the infinite pain and memories its giving you. Now go to your boyfriend and act normal.
What was that , I want it to stop!
I unlocked the door and walked back to the bed and sat next to Taylor.
I sighed, "Hi" I said and leaned against his shoulder. "Are you hungry?" Taylor asked me, while rubbing my back.
I shook my head no, stood up and said "you wanna go to the game room ?"
He quickly stood up and said "Im gonna beat that little ass of yours" and with that we walked out, heading to the game room.

When we got there, my mouth dropped. It was huge, literally there were so much games and oh my god I cant wait to play with them.
This gonna be so much fun!
"Noah catch!" Taylor yelled. I turned around and a ball flew around the room.
(A POTATO FLEW AROUND MY ROOM)
As I was about to catch it, it landed on my face, hitting me right in the eye.
"Fuck" I whispered while holding my hand against my eye.
"Oh my god Noah are you okay? Im so sorry, I really didn't mean to h..."
"Its fine, Im fine." I said while pulling away my hand from my eye.
"You wanna quit playing?" He asked, but I shook my head. "No I want to have fun. "

We played basketball for an hour, when we had to go because of magcon.
We walked towards the stairs and when we were half way up the stairs I became very dizzy.
"Taylor" I said while reaching out for him but I fell backwards and hit my back on the stair steps. I rolled down the stairs and when I finally reached the bottom I let out a whimper from the pain. I looked up and everything became blurry, and then it went all black.
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Shitty chapter for my beautiful readers.
22.3k Im dead guys ily

Much love and kisses
- Iris 😊😊😊