Adopted by Magcon

15

I woke up with the worst head ache ever.

I yelled in pain, and noticed that I was in my own room.

I stood up and walked towards Camerons room.

I knocked on the door and Cameron opened it.

"Noah? whats wrong its like 2 in the morning" he said in a sleepy voice.

"Im sorry.. my head hurts"

"Oh my god yeah I heard what happened, come here baby girl. " He said while picking me up and carrying me downstairs.

He grabbed an advil and handed it to me.

I just stared at the pill in his hand.

No way that Im gonna swallow that.

I will choke on it and die.

"No im fine" I said and walked away.

"Noah wait!" Cameron said.

I stopped walking and turned around.

"what" I sighed.

"I know youre in pain, I'll break it in pieces so you can swallow it better."

I swallowed it and went upstairs again.

Cameron walked behind me and when I laid down on my bed he tugged me in.

"goodnight beautiful, I love you." he said while turning off the light.

"Goodnight Cameron" I said while closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep .

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"Noah" "Noah baby wake up" I slowly opened my eyes and sat up only to be greeted by the worst head ache ever, and Carter.

"Carter?" I said quietly, it was more like a whisper tho.

"Yes baby?" He asked.

"My head hurts." I said while looking to the ground.

He sat next to me.

"I know I know." he said, and he rubbed my back.

"why did you wake me up?" I asked.

my father used to wake me up, only so He could use me and hurt me.

He would yank my hair, pull me to the ground and do things to me, and now the memories will haunt me forever.

"Noah?"

I looked up.

"I said that I woke you up, because breakfast is ready, but you zoned out. "

"sorry" I said quietly.

He stood up and held out his hand for me to grab it.

I grabbed his hand, stood up and we walked out of the room.

We went downstairs and Matt and Aaron were sitting in the living room so I decided to sit with them.

I let go of Carters hand, walked into the living room and sat next to Matt.

"How are you feeling?" he asked.

I shrugged and laid my head on his shoulder.

What is happening to me?

I feel myself open up more every minute.

I cant get hurt again, I dont want to get hurt again.

I want my mommy to protect me and I want to feel save.

I want to be loved, but deep down I know that life isnt a fairytale and that nobody will ever love me so why am I even trying?