Adopted by Magcon

Part 5 { I wish my mom was here }

Yesterday Aaron found out about my journal and when we got home from the mall he told Cameron.

Cameron got mad at me and yelled. It was scary he was like so mad that I bought a new one but I just ran to my room and decided to hide it.

Its 6 pm now and I havent got out of my room since yesterday.

I was writing in my journal , that I hide from the boys, when there was a knock on my door.

I ignored it. I want to be alone.

Im pretty proud of myself because I didnt cut last night.

There was a knock on my door again.

I walked to the door and sat on the floor with against it.

"Who is it?" I softly asked.

I sighed.

"Its Taylor can I come in?"

"No why. I want to be alone!" I yelled.

I heard him sigh "Noah its not healthy that you are alone all the time and you have only eat one apple since you got here. We are just worried about you, we care okay, you need to understand that. "

Wow. Well that was deep.

"And dinner is ready." he said.

I stood up and was about to open the door but I noticed something.

My bandage around my arm was red.

Oh well I dont care I hope I bleed to death.

I opened the door and passed Taylor. I walked to the kitchen and tapped Cameron on his shoulder.

He turned around and smiled.

"I ehmm I want to say sorry about yesterday.." I stuttered.

"Its okay" he said while pulling me in a hug.

I wish my mom was here.

She would always give me good advice. I miss her.

Dont cry Noah.

Dont cry Noah.

I dont even know why my dad took her life.

Its so unfair.

•FLASHBACK•

I was in my room.

My parent were in a fight.

I heard them yelling. I heard glass break.

I walked downstairs with tears streaming down my face.

"Mommy?" I asked.

"Honey go upstairs to your room, daddy and I need to.." BANG. a shot.

She fell to the ground. "MOMMY"

BANG. another shot.

I looked up to see daddy's body on the ground.

•END OF FLASHBACK•

"Noah." "Noah. " "NOAH. " I shook my head and looked up to Cameron.

"What" I asked with my voice shaking.

"You just zoned out for 10 minutes , are you okay? youre shaking "

"Y.. yeah I.. I just.. Im fine" I stuttered.

I always have flashbacks. It sucks.

"DINNER IS READY" Cameron yelled, and all the boys stormed in.