Adopted by Magcon

Part 19 {Mrs. growing up.}

"you think I need help?" I asked sad, and he nodded.
"Bye." I said while unbuckling and standing up. Right when I did that a lady came and told me to sit down. I pulled my knees up to my chest and softly cried into them.
"Noah .." he started while laying his hand on my shoulder. "No, no, please dont touch me" I said with my voice cracking.

- ding - I looked up and saw that we were allowed to walk. I stood up and looked around. "Where is Taylor" I said to myself. "Right behind you." I turned around and bumped into his chest. "ow" I whispered under my breath. He lifted my chin up and looked into my eyes. "what?" I whispered. He grabbed my arm and dragged me with him but when he pulled my arm I flinched. I grabbed his hand and we got to his seat.

He sat down and I sat in the seat next to him. "You have been crying." he stated, I just shrugged. "Baby why did you cry?" I just shrugged again. Then the plane started shaking. I looked at Taylor with a worried face. "Its okay, were probably just going through some clouds. " He said while rubbing my back. I nodded and laid my head on his chest. I looked down and saw thay my sleeve was pulled up. I quickly pushed it down, in the hope Taylor didnt see anything.

I looked up at him and smiled. He just had a serious look on his face.
Stop smiling, you're making a fool of yourself, he doesn't like your smile.
Youre right. I stopped smiling and looked down. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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Someone pulled up my sleeve. I opened my eyes, sat up and took a deep breath. I looked at my sleeve and al the cuts were showing. I looked to my left and saw Taylor, staring at my arm. He grabbed my arm and something that I had never expected , his lips slowly connected with my cuts. A tear rolled down my face as I stared into his eyes.
"Dont look at it. " I said shakily while pulling my sleeve down.

"Im gonna check your arms every morning, and before you go to bed, I dont want you to hurt yourself, youre so beautiful, so perfect. Dont do that to yourself. I love you. " Taylor said.
I stared at him.
"I.. I love you too.." I said.
I laid my head on his chest and closed my eyes while I felt myself fall asleep.

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{TAYLORS POV}
The plane just landed and Noah is still asleep on my chest.
I love her so much, I want to help her with her problems but it seems to be impossible. She has been hurt so much, I dont know how to fix her.
I picked her up and carried her out of the plane, there were screaming fans everywhere, and they eventually woke her up. She looked up at me and gave me a weak smile. "you okay?" I asked. She just nodded. That nod is killing me. The nod that says 'Im fine, but Im lying and I wont open up'. I hate that nod.

I put her on her feet and I grabbed her hand, trying to comfort her. Its not easy for her with all the screaming fans, she is so anxious. Im so proud of her though, like, she is doing great,I think she is really trying to talk more and be happy but she just needs to open up a little more because we can't really help her like this.

We walked out of the airport and stepped into the black van, I let Noah step in first and I followed after her, and the rest of the guys followed after me, and soon enough the van was filled with 12 idiots. We were laughing and yelling, telling jokes. It was really fun! It was a long ride to the hotel so we could use a little fun. We decided to make a vine, we all started yelling and laughing. When we posted the vine we started to read the comments. They were pretty funny. But one caught my eye. ' why is Noah sitting like she is dead, pay attention to her '.

I looked to my right to see a pale, sad Noah. "Baby, you okay?" she nodded. I know she is not okay, ofcourse not. I can see it by the look on her face. Cameron noticed and made the guys, and Mahogany, shutup. I sat Noah on my lap and I wrapped my arms around her. I want her to feel save, and loved, because thats what she is.

After about 1 hour we finally reached the hotel. Noah stepped out carefully but when she stood up she grabbed her stomach and screamed. I bend down and told her to sit down. I sat next to her, trying to comfort her, but it didnt seem to work. "You want me to get Cameron?" she nodded. I quickly texted Cam, I'm not leaving her side for one second if Cam isnt here. After a couple minutes he came and bend down to Noah. "What happened Noah?" he asked.

{NOAHS POV.}

"What happened Noah?" he asked me. I couldnt speak, my stomach hurt so bad. Whats going on with me? Is this what it feels like to die? Is this it? My thoughts were killing me, but I had to act like Im fine. I cracked a smile, and managed to say "Im okay now, thanks." They seemed confused but I stood up, and walked carefully inside the hotel. I saw a couch and quickly sat on it while grabbing my phone. I texted Mahogany.

TEXT CONVO:
- N. please come, need 2 talk. sitting on the couch in the lobby.
- M. omw gurl, see ya soon.
END TEXT CONVO.

I was relieved that she came. When I saw her coming I gave her a small smile. "Whats the problem?" she asked. I looked at her, not knowing how to tell. "comon! Noah whats wrong? youre scaring me." I looked up from my lap and looked at her. "IthinkImhavingmyfirstperiod" I said quickly under my breath. "You what?" she asked. "IthinkImhavingmyfirstperiod" I said again. "Noah, dont talk that fast, please just tell me, I can help you if you tell me!" she said. And she was right, maybe I should tell her.. I sighed and said "I think Im having my first period." while looking down. " Oh my god youre growing up so fast!" she said acting like a proud mom. I laughed quietly.

"Cameron!" Mahogany yelled, and he came walking towards us. "yeah?" he said confused. "Where is our room key?" she asked, and he handed her the key. "Thanks." she said while standing up and grabbing my hand, "I'll help you Mrs growing up." she said and we walked to our room, taking the stairs ofcourse.

When we came to the room we went in, Mahogany gave me a pad, and I quickly walked to the bathroom. When I was done I walked out and sat on the bed. "Im tired" I sighed. Mahogany looked at me. "Get some sleep, I'll wake you up for diner, okay?" She said, I nodded. "Thank you" I said while kicking off my shoes and laying in bed. "No problem Mrs. growing up." I glared at her and laughed. "Go to sleep, you have bags under your eyes babe." She said. I nodded and closed my eyes.
When I heard the door shut, I fell asleep.
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