Wonderland #01

Chapter 24

* A little warning: suicidal stuff gg on *

" JiU !!! "

" I'm in the kitchen ! "

JiU woke up early to make Yoohyeon breakfast as usual. Yoohyeon's work life was not as stressful as anyone would have imagined. She gets to work at 9:00 and knocks off at 3:00 like, which company does that ? Yoohyeon and JiU made a schedule to help JiU recover, mentally and emotionally so when Yoohyeon was at work, JiU would either be talking to Lua and Lucy or playing with her nitendo switch or mini arcade game.

This time, which was a month after JiU drove to Seoul, she never went back to the Nightmares. She let Lua and Gahyeon run it for now. Today, JiU had different plans. She called Lua. JiU was feeling incredibly down today. So she waited for Yoohyeon to leave so that she could take the opportunity to consult Lua.

" Hello ? "

" Lua... "

" Chief, it's been long, you coming back soon ? "

" Lua, just call me JiU. "

" JiU, what's wrong ? "

" I feel terrible. "

" Why ? "

" I don't know, my heart is aching and I just feel like not doing anything except for I don't know, maybe jumping. "

" JiU... "

" I know I shouldn't, maybe I should play some switch to distract myself. "

" Good idea, if you're still feeling upset, call me, I will go to your apartment. "

" No, we haven't moved yet. I haven't even told her. "

" Alright alright. Feel better soon, remember, call me !! "

JiU ended the call and went to sleep. She woke up again at 1:00pm. She turned off her phone knowing that she still wasn't feeling any better. She left her phone at home as she walked out of the house and climbed the stairs to the...

Rooftop.

She sat at the edge, feeling the breeze. After what felt liked ten minutes, she finally verbalised her thoughts.

" Yoohyeon ah, sorry, unnie is not as strong as she is. I hope you forgive me, everything I do for you is for your sake. I know you wanted me to give myself a chance, to give us a chance even after rejecting you 3 times, you're still so patient, forgive unnie, I'm just not good enough for you, I'm not good enough to help you through your ups and downs. Unnie will keep you close to my heart, thank you comrade for every battle we faced together. If I stay, I will only hurt you, so I'm leaving, to lighten your pain- "

" DON'T YOU DARE JUMP KIM MINJI ! "

JiU who was already crying looked back and saw Yoohyeon. She instantly stood up on the ledge and took out the pen knife she took from the apartment. Yoohyeon was aware of the dangerous situation.

" DON'T COME ANY CLOSER ! IF YOU DO I WILL KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES ! "

Yoohyeon began crying.

" Unnie, *sniff* you can't leave me, please... "

" It's for your own good- "

" STOP ! Stop saying it's for my own good. You don't know what's for my own good, only I would know. Unnie, I need you, no matter how imperfect you are, I want you by my side. I will keep asking, no matter how many times you reject me, I know we're meant to be, no matter how long it takes, unnie, I will wait for you. I love you Kim Minji ! "