Stray Kids | Imagines

(pt.3) Never Good Enough - Lee Felix

You and Felix dated secretively for a few months. The public ,however, was always suspecting something going on between the two of you although you always pretended to not know each other on camera. Slowly, you and Felix became busier by the minute, each of your schedules packed with work leaving no free time. The more time you spent away from Felix, the more internal conflicts you had about your relationship.

Felix was unaware about the worrisome feelings that lingered in your heart. As much as you missed him, you were glad you couldn't see him often. The letters he sent you during the days you couldn't see each other were heartwarming. You replied to his letters with your own despite feeling as if you were too possessive and controlling of your relationship. Most of the dates you went on were all your choice of place. Most of the affection in the relationship was yours given to him. You felt as if you were being somehow selfish. You started to doubt dating him.

That's why you stopped replying to his letters, and barely texting him back.

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The ringing of the bell echoed as Soa pushed the café door. You inhaled the sweet aroma of the coffee that lingered in the air of the café. It was the same one you and Felix had your first date at.

Soa, Dayoung, Cypher and Nina thought it was a good idea to hang out at the café, which became one of your favorites. However, you objected due to the fact that it reminded you of Felix. Of course you didn't tell them that, but you still refused to go. But somehow, they ended up dragging you with them anyways.

"You okay, Y/N?" Nina questioned you as you sat down next to each other on the chairs.

"I'm alright. Just kind of tired," you responded, sighing.

After you ordered your drinks, the mood brightened up as you and your friends conversed exuberantly. Felix left your mind for some time as you let yourself enjoy the happy moment.

You munched on chocolate chip cookies and sipped on cappuccinos with no care in the world.

Until you heard a voice that dropped your heart to the floor.

"Y/N?"

Your body spun around in your chair as your eyes met with the person that you least wanted to see.

"F-Felix..." You uttered anxiously as you quickly placed the coffee cup in your hand on the table, then your body automatically stood up from your seat.

He didn't say anything. He just stood there all alone and started at you as if he hasn't seen you in years, but it had only been a month.

Soa's eyes darted from you to Felix, then from Felix to you. Dayoung's mouth fell open at the sight she didn't understand. Nina's body trembled with fear and a hint of excitement at the sight of Felix. Cypher was not moving an inch as a frown appeared on her face.

She was about to speak when you started to, "W-What are you doing here?"

"I can ask the same for you," Felix said in his low voice and accent you missed and yearned to hear again.

"I'm, I'm busy. Please leave me alone for now," you begged him, your hands forming into fists.

Felix gulped and shook his head rapidly, "We need to talk."

You were about to protest before he took long, vast steps towards you grabbing your wrist and pulling you outside of the café sternly.

He aggressively let go of your hand when you were hidden in the shadows of an empty alleyway between buildings.