Obsession Of A Psychopath

Chapter 62: Nightmare

♦ Amanda's POV♦

"Shh sweet Amanda I promise you'll love this" he assured.

He captured my lips in an urgent kiss. I tried pushing him away but he just continued assaulting me.
I was crying uncontrollably trying anything to get me out of that situation.

He started kissing my neck again. He held my hands with one hand and used the other to rub my exposed thigh. During the strangle my dress went up exposing my skin.

He tore one of the straps of my dress before he began squeezing my breasts. He let out a groan as he continued doing this.

"Please sir don't so this to me" I begged, hoping he would come back to his senses.

He manged to take off his pants and boxers. I tried in desperation to do anything that might save me but he was just too strong.

"You'll enjoy, just feel my fingers on your pussy" he spoke. He moved my underwear out of his way.

He rubbed my clit gently. I screamed my voice out but no one came. I tried wiggling, pleading but the asshole was deaf to my pleas.

I felt so disgusted, I was afraid. I was unbelievably scared of him raping me and all I could do was cry, scream and beg.

I turned my head away from him as he continued fingerling me and whispering dirty things in my ear.

"Relax, I got you" he assured.

"Shh baby girl I'll be gentle" he whispered.

"No" I jointed up from my bed screaming. I placed my head in my laps as I cried.

"Amanda are you OK" blue called sitting on the bed next to me.

"I'm fine, go back to bed" I instructed wiping my tears.

"No you're not OK, Amanda you've been having nightmares a lot these past few day. I hear you crying alone at night, even in the shower. You barely take care of yourself. You always pretend to be happy when hunter or anyone else is here" she stated.

"Blue I said I'm fine just leave me alone" I lashed out.

"If you don't want to talk then fine, I'll go get your breakfast ready so you can at least eat before you leave" she stated then walked out.

I buried my head on my laps again and continued to cry, the dream felt so real,I felt like I was reliving the whole thing. It had been quiet some time since I was almost raped but it still hurt a bucket load.

Blue was right I always put up a face in front of everyone so they could think I was OK but the truth was far from it. I really wasn't OK but everyone excepted me to be so I had to fake it till I made it.

Hunter was the hardest hiding all this from because he knew me very well. The reason I was able to pull this off was because he was busy in the office and dealing with his dad and I always made up an excuse to cancel our dates and most time I made sure blue or someone else was with me so I couldn't have a private conversations with him.

I calmed myself down then went to the bathroom, I took a shower then changed into  some jeans and a baggie shirt. As I was combing my hair, my phone vibrated. I picked it up then unlocked it and found two knew messages.

Tiger: hey my love good morning are you OK