Obsession Of A Psychopath

Chapter 60: hospital

♠ Zack's POV♠

"What do you feel like doing on our date princess" I asked. She thought for a while.

"I'm in the mood for a movie"she answered.

" OK let's go to the moives "I suggested, she cleared her throat.

" I don't feel like going outside, let's just watch in here "she stated.

"Amanda why don't you really want to go out. Is it because you're afraid someone there will recognize you and may start making fun of you like last night at the party" I asked. She averted her gaze to her hands.

"Zack it's nothing, I just don't feel like seeing other human beings right now" she joked.

"Amanda I'm your bestfriend you know you can talk to me. If not me who? Because I know even mandie turned your back on you when you needed her and your friends the most and you are feeling betrayed but I won't turn a blind eye"I stated.

It really annoyed me and hurt me when I saw Amanda walking into the office almost naked with bruises saying she was almost raped. The person who called herself her best friend chose to believe her teacher instead of her bestfriend. If I had my way I'd choose to kill all of her so called friends

" why me"she asked trying to blink away her tears.

"What" I asked unable to understand.

"Why me, there are over a thousand girls in that college but why did it have to be me who had to be humiliated. Am I a bad person is it really my fault, do I dress too inappropriately" she asked. She started crying.

Those stupid women who made fun of her at Justin's party were going to pay.

"You are not a bad person Amanda non of this is your fault" I assured taking her hands in mine.

"I feel so dirty and ashamed of myself. I feel like everything I do is wrong, it was different when Brandon tried to rape because then he drugged me,I didn't know what was going on but this time and was aware of everything. I scrub my skin everyday harshly think and praying that I can wash away what I had to go though because of what happened I started feeling insecure, I'm even ashamed to look at Hunter. I feel dirty and very disgusted every time I'm in front of me I pretend to be OK and brave but inside I'm slowly dying it takes a lot just to face him I feel like I failed him as a girlfriend, I feel like I can never be the woman he wants me to be. Zack I don't know want to do, I tried forgetting everything and being OK but I ended up freaking out" she cried.

"Have you told Hunter about any of this" I asked. She shook her head.

"I don't want to tell him,I don't want to add to his worries. I hate myself I think that's why my own family treats me like an outsider"she stated wiping away her tears.

" Amanda I know what you're going through is difficult but if you're not OK you don't have to pretend to be. You have people to talk to about your problems, I'm here and hunter is also here we both love you and we'll do everything to make you happy. If I could, I would take away all the pain you're feeling but I can't all I can do is offer a shoulder to cry on"I stated wiping her tears. She wrapped her hands around me and broke down.

She cried and cried letting out her pain after like an hour she finally stopped crying. I tried cheering her up by telling her jokes,she started laughing after that I picked out a comedy movie for us to watch.

"Thanks for being a friend" she stated.

"I love you" I said. She was like the little sister I never had.

"I love you too Zack" she replied. I wrapped my hands around her.

"Zack" I heard luana call. I pulled away from Amanda then walked to her.