Connor oneshots & imagines (dbh)

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Connor's POV

"I. Dooooont wanna grow up!" Y/n sang into the mic. His face was sweaty and his chest was glistening. Man am I lucky. Every since our little "incident", Y/n and I have been hooking up since. I'm not saying that I don't enjoy it, I'm saying that I wish we were something more. The only problem is, Y/n has a girlfriend. Her name is Danielle and she is a small actress from New York. They've been dating for 2 months now. The same time Y/n and I started our weekly hook up sessions. I'm okay with it, but still... why her and not me?

"Thank you Chicago!" Y/n yelled. His brothers and him then ran off stage, before Y/n tossed his shirt in the crowd. Girls went crazy, grabbing for it like a cute for their fan girl madness. "Hey" Y/n said, sweaty and out of breath. I smiled until he walked passed me to his girlfriend. My heart broke as they hugged and kissed. I shook my head, feeling a weird emotion so I decided to leave. I made my way to the alley way to catch my breath and slow down my perpetual heart rate. Tears flooding my vision. I can't do this anymore.

"Connor?" Y/n asked. "I- oh hey" I sniffled. "Are you okay?" He asked getting closer but I backed up and made my way towards the door. Y/n grabbed my hand. "Hey... wait are you crying? Why?" He asked. "Let go Y/n" I demanded. "What's this about?" He asked. "Let go" I said sternly. "Connor I'm not-"

"You! It's you okay?! It's always been you" I yelled. "Connor-", I cut him off with a kiss. "We're over. It's done" I said. He stood there shocked. I walked back inside, leaving him.

The group decided to host a dinner party at
Y/N's house as a celebration to the end of the tour. I stood by the door behind Y/n, watching that back of his head as he talked to his friends and family. "Everyone, everyone! I have a toast" Y/n said. "To the end of the tour, I love you all and you all make me the happiest person on the planet" he smiled. Everyone cheered. "And lastly... I'm gay!" He shouted. Everyone was silent. His once proud and happy mom, was now disappointed and disgusted.

Danielle got up and left after some silence. "Congratulations bro" his brothers smiled and cheersed him. His mom got up and wiped her face. She then walked away. Y/n looked at me out of the corner of his eye.

I waited at the door as Y/n brushed his teeth, getting ready for bed. We haven't talked since the concert. I stared at the floor, sensing his stare at me through the mirror. He spit and washed it down the drain. "I meant it you know" he said. I looked up, "hm?" "I'm gay... for you" he said. I shook my head and looked back at the floor. "What can I do to make this right?" He said in a pleading tone. He walked up to me and got on his knees. "Woah, woah, woah, no" I said grabbing his shoulders and lifting him back up to his feet. We stared at each other for what felt like hours.

"Kiss me" I muttered. He leaned in and softly pressed his lips to mine. We moved like music until he backed away. "I love you" he said out of breath. I stared into his eyes, "I love you too".