Forbidden feelings - Kylo Ren/Ben Solo

Get out of my mind

Making you change your mind? That was the last thing you wanted to do; you wouldn't fail your first mission like this. "Also, another thing you won't be needing these anymore." Just moments after saying that he had taken everything from you. Without a small gun and a transmitter, you were almost defenseless. If you played along right maybe you could get deeper into the base and get even more valuable information. "If you aren't telling me willingly then you have to do it not so willingly. Move!" He demanded and pushed you so you would understand to move forward. There was nothing you could do other than just walk forward knowing well that what was happening next was going to be painful.

To your surprise the room he had brought you in was empty, not what you had expected. "I already said I'm not going to tell you anything, no matter what you do." You said with a rude tone. There was no reason you would be nice to him. He did not deserve that. "Soon you will." He said. Right after that you felt something lifting you up in the air and then throwing you against the wall of the other side of that room. It hurt but so did falling back to the floor. This continued a few times but thankfully your pain tolerance was high, this meant that you could handle much more than this. Hitting your head against the wall made you feel dizzy, but it was nothing serious. He had noticed that this was not enough to get you talking. Instead of dropping you to the ground in between now he was just throwing you around the room and more roughly. After this you would be covered in bruises for sure. "I'm not going to give up not now or ever." You said. Feeling your body hit the ground but now you felt something else. It wasn't the force it was something physical pushing your head to the ground but also forcing you to look at him. It was his hand.

"You're starting to piss me off! You better start talking...now!" He demanded you. "No." You said back. If you had a chance to annoy him then you were taking advantage of that situation, even if it meant a little suffering. "I won't take a no for an answer ever!" He sounded truly annoyed. "Not everyone will follow your orders no matter what you do." You argued back. Being someone who gave up even when scared was the last thing you wanted anyone to see you as. His other hand was getting closer to your face, but it was not empty it had a lightsaber in it with the red blade showing. Was this really the end for you? One little movement and the blade could slice you in half. It was close to your neck and that just made you feel uneasy and scared. He broke the silence you found comfortable and safe by saying: "Just because you aren't telling me now doesn't mean you won't eventually do so." Even if you would break and tell him what he wanted to hear did not mean he would be letting you go at all. No matter what you would do you would still be forced to possibly spend the rest of your life in here, around people you did not know but despised because they were on the dark side. Would someone join this side willingly or were they forced to join? Maybe being the leader or in higher positions was more worth joining willingly because who could get that high up if being forced to join. So many questions and thoughts running through your mind. It's not like they would get answered even if you asked them. "Someone seems to have a lot of questions in their mind." He said. "Get out my head!" You complained. Not only was him being able to read your mind frustrating but it also was giving you a headache. Did this happen to everyone? If only there was a way to prevent him from getting into your head.

"Someone worthless like you won't tell me what I can and can't do! I told you before that if you weren't telling me willingly you would have to do it not so willingly." After hearing his words your headache grew almost unbearable. He was getting deeper and deeper into your mind looking for all the information needed. You felt tears in your eyes, all you wanted was for the pain to stop even if it meant passing out right then and there. But where would out wake up in if you would wake up ever again? You tried your hardest not to think about any important information just to keep it away from him. "Stop trying to keep me out!" He said. "I-if you were a little nicer maybe I wouldn't have to." You stuttered out weakly and feeling your eyes close. You were passing out because of all the torture. Last thing you saw was him staring at you behind his mask.