It started off so innocent, so pure. What would happen if I took this pill? Now I use them frequently to forget how I feel. It went from every now and then, now to a little more often. They chase away my blues, at least for a while, they're all forgotten. It went from pills to powder, and it only progressed from there. Soon, getting high would be my one and only care. Time flew by when I was high, but when I was sober, it went by so, so slow. I went from feeling amazingly high to the lowest of low. I had nothing left to live for, nothing but the high. But in order to get it, I had steal, cheat, and lie. What kind of person am I turning into? Have I even stopped to think? It all just happened so fast, I went from good to bad and all I did was blink. I was so caught up in numbing the pain, I didn't think about working through it. Afterall, it's my thoughts and feelings, and I'm in control, I just have to learn to subdue it. Drugs have changed who I am at heart, made me into a person that I don't want to be. So, never again will I allow them to have that kind of power over me.
