In a room full of people, yet I feel so alone. I feel like I'm not even there, like I'm invisible, lost in the unknown. It feels like I'm behind this wall, apart from everyone and everything. I can't experience life as it comes, I can't feel... well, anything. I'm just numb, shut off from all my emotions. Watching the world pass me by as I sit there frozen. Why do I feel like this? I just don't understand it. Why are my thoughts in contol when I'm suppose to command it? How do I get my life back? Where do I start? And how do keep all the pieces from breaking and falling apart? I guess I'm just a prisoner, a prisoner to my mind, and I guess it'll be that way until the end of time.
